//.loveless avenue.//

Boredom!

2008-11-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Minna.

The rules are simple. Use Google Images to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

The age of my next birthday:

A place I’d like to visit:

A favorite place:

A favorite food:

A favorite color:

The city I live in:

The city I was born in:

A nickname I had:

A bad habit:

A hobby:

Current wish list (max 3 items):

A favourite thing:

College major:

Name of first (and only) love:

Was not gonna tag anyone but since this tag took away so much of my time, I might as well make others suffer. =D

I tag:
Jan
Leng
Alicia J
Michelle L
Mann Mann

I'm so bored!

Rainy Day

2008-11-25T13:27:00.003+08:00

Instructions: Remove any number of questions from below, and add in your personal questions, then tag any number of people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What do you do most for the time being?
.x MOST of the time, I'll be on the PC. Recently always stay at home. Sleeping only takes away 6 hours of my day. Don't know why I can't sleep. =/

2. What is your favourite animal(s)?
.x Puppies. Not dogs, puppies.

3. What is your one regret in life?
.x Hmm... Don't think I have ONE regret only.. As I go on, the number keeps on increasing.

4. Who inspires you?
.x Me! Lol.

5. Tell me something I don't know about your family background.
.x Who are you? Lol. My parents are divorced. I'm living with my mom for almost 7 years now and I'm happy with it. =)

6. Do you believe you can survive without love?
.x Yes I can.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
.x Hmm.. My mom. =D

8. What can cheer you up from sadness?
.x Hahaha. There's one thing I tried to make myself happy and it worked. I just simply go take a walk, or lie down on my bed if I'm lazy, and laugh to myself for no reason. Hahaha! Silly? =P

9. Have you ever fall madly in love?
.x Don't think so.

10. List out 3 things you want badly.
(Instructions say can change right? I just find that question inappropriate cause this questionaire is supposed to be about me. Lol.)
.x 1. Lotsa CASH!
.x 2. To be able to drive. =/
.x 3. Go out. I'm bored at home.

11. Are you vain?
(Lol. Sorry I dunno what question to add.)
.x YES!

12. What's the best thing that happened to you?
.x Not really sure about this. Maybe the best haven't come yet? Lol.

13. What is your ambition?
.x This is the question I'm afraid to answer cause I have no clue at all. =/

14. Describe your life in one word.
.x S.O.S

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
.x Happy of course.

16. If you are told you can enter any university in this world, Oxbridge excluded, what university will you enter?
.x I seriously never heard of Oxbridge. Lol. Issit like Cambridge + Oxford? Got Oxbridge, got Camford ka? LOL! Anyways, I wanna enter Monash Uni in Australia but my mom keeps on insisting I enter some university in UK. =/

17. Who is the persons (peoples) that you can share all your problems with?
.x Erm, I separate my problems into categories. So I'll tell some people about these problems and some other people about those problems. No one knows about ALL my problems.

18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
.x 27.. Still young and fresh. HAHAHA! I'll be working.. Somewhere. With a home.

19. You accidentally deleted this question.
.x I refer back. :S

20. What is your dream job?
.x Those sit in the office goyang kaki, wait income, seal envelopes with salaries one.

Don't think I'm gonna tag anyone. Cause most people in my list don't like doing questionaires. Hahaha.

So whoever wanna copy this questionaire from here, you may do so. Cheers. ;)

[Edited]
I realised question 11 is missing. So I added it in.

Picture Tag

2008-11-23T22:00:00.005+08:00

Picture Tag

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take your picture of yourself right now.
2. Dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair... Just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with no editing.
4. Post these intructions with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

I just came back from Bandar and went to cut my hair.. So it's kinda unfair if I do this tag right now right? Lol.

Anyways, Leng tagged me. So I'll just post up my picture since I haven't post up any recently.

And, instead of 1 picture, I'll post up 3!! HAHAHAHA!

Orang vain here ba..

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

People I tag, Minna, Mich L., Mann, Nigel and Alicia J.

Additional one, Jan. (Leng tagged her ba)

As you can see, Nigel's name is special. Faham-faham la.

Before I end my post, I wanna thank my cousin, Louis, for cutting my hair. Very long time man. Took away so much of his time and the price I paid is like half-price only. I feel so bad. Cause normally is my aunt help me cut one and always is half-price. But aunt's busy, so let Louis cut lo. And, he's an excellent hair-cutter. (Y)

Guys, I recon you let him cut. =D

Oh yeah, he's working in Agogo Too Saloon in Batu Bersurat, BSB. It's easy to know which one is him actually. The most yeng tao one. HAHAHA! He's the only guy working there.

P.S. // No special price for you guys. Wawawa~

Graduation

2008-11-20T18:14:00.004+08:00

One school year ended..
Never thought it'll be so fast..
Yes, I always want it to end fast..
So I can be free from school,
From homeworks,
From lectures,
From staying up late for studies,
From disciplines.
From waking up early in the morning,
From those grumpy moments.

But, I realised,
Without school, I'll be missing,
The laughters,
The smiles,
The ''Heysss..'',
The joy of doing work together,
The nervousness of presentions,
The P.S. tables,
The clatters of footsteps,
The ''Good morning teacher''s,
The dozing off during classes,
The sharing of experiences,
The urge to learn new things,
The happiness when something is learnt,
The canteen food,
The disappointment in results,
The joy of improvements,
The praises,
The insults,
The scoldings of teachers.

These all mean a lot to every student, or at least, to me. Maybe some of the above happens elsewhere but where can you find ALL of them grouped together in such a small place? I don't know when will I be leaving school. But I know when the time comes, I'll be in the verge of tears. The feeling of going back to school and meeting the old peers must be very strong.

Even holiday for 2 weeks, I'm already eager to back to school. What more if I leave school forever? I'll be devastated. Maybe you'll even read on the newspaper. A 25 year old male suicides due to the absence of school feelings. That person might be me! Who knows right. Too stress or what..

Here's a song I heard from Alicia's blog.

Vitamin C - Graduation

To all my seniors, whom are leaving school, best of luck to you all. I'll keep in mind of the times we've been together. You know I'll remember you all. No need me name you all la hor. =)

Lovee..

2008-11-18T15:01:00.002+08:00

Just wanna share this article I read from e-mails. Though I read it before, it still moved my heart when I read it again and again. =')

A Story that TOUCHED my heart~ =)
Date: Thu, 7 Aug 2008 01:29:14 +1200

This story really touched my heart. I hope it will touch yours too. I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?' 'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.'

I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me! I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a youngwoman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.

Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Burp

2008-11-16T19:08:00.003+08:00

Yes yes I know I know. Spiders, lalats, webs, Spiderman, Superman, Batman. Ya ya. Cleaning up now k?

Just when I thought I finished my exam, I looked at the exams timetable, I still have Physics P1 on 21st Nov. And Ms. Tor is giving sooooo much homework. Want relax pun cannot.

"A-level is not for honeymoon."

Got back my exam papers and I'm so not pleased with it. NONE improved when I thought ALL will improve.

Maths 90%
GP 60%
Physics 42%
Geography -

Geography teacher as usual, slow like hell. Was hoping for high grades but ended up back to square one. !@#$%

I need chocolates!! Very long didn't eat already ba. Control till too stress already. But I have to admit, my face became much clearer since I stopped eating chocolates. So can I still prevent myself from buying em? Who knows..

Really boring k everyday at home. Can't wait to get myself busy. But then if want busy, need to find car. Sigh..... Next year ah then can drive.

I've just been slacking, not doing work and playing games. This website's games are cool. Flash games lover, check it out. Click here.

The toilet is my best friend now cause every 30 minutes I'll enter once. Need to drink plenty of water ba. Got two huge ulcers on my lip. =(

As some of you might know, I'm a really emo person. Not those gothic emo k. The emotional emo. Well, this emo part of me don't know go where already cause it's been some time I haven't feel that way.

Maybe it's cause the songs I've been listening to? My playlist now all is Korean songs. If I listen to emo English songs sure I'll become emo-MoMo. Most probably is because I don't understand a single thing these korean people are singing.

Anyways, I need to get myself busy and starting from tomorrow, I'll be away from the PC for some time. Only gonna be on at night. 3 more weeks people!! 3 songs to cover? 1 week 1 dance. Wow. Crazy. Need to organize transportation!! :D

4 more days... 4 more days... 4 more days... To what? 4 more days left of lessons need to attend! After that, activities in school. Whatever. I'm not gonna go.

Friend or Foe?

2008-11-06T21:14:00.004+08:00

Got tired of seeing my blog's first post so red red already.. Hahaha..

Geography wasn't that bad after all. But the teacher still... Sigh..

So what's next?

Have P4 Year End Exam this coming Saturday and I heard Ms. Tham's P4 very teruk one. The marks like gold give little little. Tsk tsk tsk. NVM! I still can do it. =D

Very long I no post pictures already in my blog hor? =P Lazy bah.. Have to post 5 by 5. Alang alang dont upload la. Save time again. Heh..

Recently I got this craze over Korean songs, movies and language.
Don't know why though.
My playlist now all Korean songs and Firefox now all loaded with Korean dramas.
=D
Maybe there's a reason behind it.
Wait, I KNOW there's a reason behind it but don't wanna share it at the moment though some of you may know already.

November... is a month of surprise for me.
Just the start of November, I'm already surprised as hell!
My mom bought me a car! =D
Eventhough I don't have a license yet, I got a new car!!
Lol. Happy lah!
Not so hyped up about driving though.
Kinda fun what, having people drive you around.
No need waste your energy. Just sit in the car look around outside.
=P

And... Lastly, I think that being good to someone doesn't really have benefits for yourself.
It may come in disguises but not as what we wanted to happen.
I've tried being EXTREMELY good to people,
but.. sigh..
Dunno lah. Fed up already being ignored.
Feel like a glass only ma.
Invisible.

Maybe I should give them the same cold treatment eh.
See how they feel.
So if anyone of you received cold-shoulders around me, faham faham la hor.
No need me explain.
I'll just ignore ignore ignore.

Or maybe I should listen to what Ms. Tor said,

"Concentrate on your studies first, you need to grasp this chance since you're holding yellow IC. Don't care about those friends who try to pull you down. Really if you follow them, in the end you all drown one."

Ya ba hor.. True also. Maybe I need to putus the tali between you people so I can swim up to the surface alone and not drown.
...
I know some of you thought in your smart little brains,
"Follow her steps lah, later become like her. Cannot find people marry."
LOL! I know one~
Kidding de lah.. I won't putus tali one. If want putus also not me putus la.
Like Minna say, need to invest on friends!
Buy LV, Gucci, Prada for friends!
Don't karit karit.
Okay ah Minna, I'm waiting for your Gucci.

This'll be the end of my post.
Sekian harap maklum.
=D

End my frustrations -deleted-

2008-11-03T21:21:00.007+08:00

- This Post Is Deleted -

heeheehee

2008-10-30T22:41:00.002+08:00

Went to Excapade for my 2nd dinner
with cousins and all.

Surprisingly I had an accident.
...
...
...

I got hit by a train
and I think you know what train hit me

YES!
The excapade train hit me.

-.-"

So here's what happened.

We all were sitting on the side tables beside the train track.
The guy inside the 'external' kitchen was cutting up fresh salmons.
So we sakai lah, leaned forward to see how he cut.
Kinda kik watching him cut.
Slice slice slice, pull.
Whole skin come off.

As I was amazed by the guy,
I leaned too close to the train track,
the train came and I didn't notice.
Bang!
Hit my head.
-.-"

Hit my head nevermind,
the train stopped moving!!
I was like
O.O!
Oh no..
Then I gave it a little push forward
more like a poke
and it started moving again.
Pheww....

That was utterly stupid ah!
Some of the people there looking at me and laugh.
Especially my cousin, laughed so loud.
Damn her!
Made everyone look at me.
Si beh pai seh lah.

Nvm nvm..

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Had my GP P1 & P2 and Maths P1 exam yesterday.

GP was blissful!
It was easy for me.
I read the question then ideas flowed through me,
so I basically wrote everything down smoothly.
Some of my mates found the paper hard though,
dunno why..
Don't study lah nah.. =P
As if I got study. Lols.
Talk about over-confident.

After GP, I have Maths tuition again.
Went up Seria tuition loh.
Found out only 4 of us was there. Lol.
Anyways, learnt something there also.
After that, went to lunch with Bernard and Jun.
Then mommy come pick us go down to SMSA.
She was quite late.
Maths P1 start at 2
and we were supposed to be in the class at 1.45.
Reached school already 1.55
LOL!

RUSH MAN!
Bip bop bip bop bip bop.
I entered class, teacher not yet there.
-.-"
My heart kept on thumping even when the exam started.
Damn, made me anxious only.
But the paper was okay lah.
Only one question I dunno.
And one question careless mistake. Lols.

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Ignore this part onward.
If you still wanna carry on reading,
then help yourself.
This is just a part of my mind.

.... nevermind ....
forget it
i wanna forget about it
and get on with life
like what i used to do
no point complaining here right?
i might as well do some progressive stuffs
=)

Crush-ed.

2008-10-23T20:29:00.004+08:00

"Got too caught up with revisions and exams.."
As if....
I didn't revise anything for my exams. That was just bull. Lazy ba.

HEHEHE

But my exams not yet end. Year-End exams are starting soon. In less than a week's time.
Start on the 29th Oct.
Then Physics and Geo AS exams during mid November.
Die lah my Physics. Do past year paper also can get U.

"You need to have the ESSENCE OF PHYSICS oozing out of your fingertips." by Sir Bharat.

I GOT NOTHING BUT EAR WAX STUCK IN MY FINGERTIPS

Was gonna type down that's it for now. HAHAHAHA!
Nothing to blog about ba eyer.

Anyways, I redecorated my room. Still in progress though.
Got two new beds or should I say three.
Added one double bed and one double-decker bed.
Include my original double bed I had, my bedroom now has two double beds and one double-decker.
So my room can sleep like 6 person? Slumber party anyone? Hahaha!
My bro also share room with me bah. But when they not in, me alone sleep. Kinda scary with so many beds empty. Who knows I wake up got people sitting on the bedside looking directly at me. That'll be so fuggin' cool.
Also got two more desks added to my room. =D Now I officially got a workplace. Can do Ms. Tor's mountains of Maths already lo.
I still need posters in my room. Too dull already ba. Hahaha.

Am downloading Heroes Season 3 and Gossip Girl Season 2 now. Can't wait to watch ah! So boring at home ba. Don't wanna study also.
Also got few new games to play with.

HEHEHE

Added a 'Follower' blog thingy at the side. Just testing it out.

I found a certain flash very amusing. Everytime I watch sure make me smile.

Click Here

Did GP presentation yesterday. Then teacher say OUR group have to REDO the whole presentation. Sadly, only our group. Don't know why lah. Unfair one. See me not suang then tell me ma. Make my life hell nia. zzz. Think so fun issit presentation. For teacher of course fun lah. We do the work, she sit there do her own thing. Kill time, we read ourself, she earn money. Great plan. She must be getting to know my Geography teacher. I wonder...

Guess this is it then. =) Not much happening.

JUST THAT I GOT A NEW CRUSH.
HEHEHE.
AM NOT SPEAKING. =X

Busy busy busy

2008-10-21T15:39:00.001+08:00

Sorry couldn't blog recently..
Got too caught up with revisions and exams..

Gonna post soon.. =D

Blabs.

2008-10-12T19:31:00.002+08:00

Was actually going to delete my Friendster account one.
But then I think, why delete?
Later want to stalk people also hard lah.
So ended up no delete and I can continue stalk people. ;)

Just got back from Wywy, dinner with Leng.
It's her birthday today, 12th October 2008.
Jun, Glen, Bern, Leng and Jan was there.
Including me of course.
Did silly things.
Talked silly things.
Laughed our asses off.
Thought of writing what we talked about that made us laughed madly.
But nah, don't know how.
Plus, you need to be there to get the whole package.

Yesterday, 11th Octorber 2008, Leng celebrated her birthday at Sutera Biru.
It was great!
We, our gang, among the 100+ people who came, mostly didn't have the appetite to eat.
Cause we're performing later on.
So yeah.
Before our performance, there's this 18 roses program where 18 guys are supposed to give the birthday girl a rose and dance with her one by one.
We didn't know what to do at first.
So all was nervous.
Especially Leon.
He was shaking. Haha.
I'm the first among the rest of us to be called upon to dance with Leng.
Bip bop bip bop.
But all went well, not so scary after all.
After that was the 18 candles program where 18 ladies light up candles and talks abit to Leng one by one over the mic.
Then after a few slideshows, WHICH I DIDN'T GET TO SEE, from Leng's friends who couldn't attend her party and a song sang by Leng's two sisters, it was our performance.
Bip bop bip bop again.
The video is in Facebook if you wanna check it out.
Don't have one?
Then create one!
Cause that's the only way you can watch the video unless you call someone send to you.
After that, we got more relaxed and we hit the dancefloor and danced.
Slow, fast, FAST.
Party ended around 12.
Happy Birthday Denise.

There are a lot of things I wish for.
How I wish I can drive.
How I wish I can drive BUT not pay the bills.
How I wish I can reverse time.
How I wish I can play time in slow motion.
How I wish I can sleep forever.
How I wish I can excel.
How I wish I can stay away from my PC.
How I wish I can put my heart into studies.
How I wish I can start over.
How I wish I can have a second chance.
How I wish I can stop thinking.
How I wish I can stop wishing and start acting.
I am not Superman.

It's late already.
I got Physics, Maths and GP to complete.
Time is getting more and more constrained.
Brain is getting more and more tired.
Exams are getting more and more near.
Eyelids are getting more and more heavy.
Body is getting more and more slothy.
Soon my eyes will close.
Good night peeps.
Love you lots.

I'm gaining weight!

2008-10-09T18:51:00.003+08:00

Lalala.. My fingers brought me here.. Wanna blog but dunno what to blog about..

Let's see..

I just got back from Glen's house after dance practice.
Same old same old dance.
Kinda fed up with it cause I already know it like the back of my hand. =P
Alina brought me there and back.
Thanks.

I skipped Physics class extra class today.
"Oops, I did it again," said Sir Bharat.
I didn't mean to skip one.
Who call the class to be at 3-4.
No class from 12-3. So I went home.
Showered and instantly slept.
Then skipped and went to Glen's house. Lol sorry.

The song's stuck in my head currently.
Can't really think straight at the moment.

When was my last post? After holiday issit?
Anyhow, these past 4 days of school is freakin' tiring!
Tomoro, Friday, I got maths extra class again from 8-11.
DAMN!
Wanna sleep long long also cannot man. Sigh.
Oh well, thanks Ms. Tor for giving up your time for us.
I'll do your homework later if I remember. =P

What else I wanted to say ah..

The other day the two hornbills came again.
They must be really missing me. Hahaha.

This morning, heard Izzan (correct spelling?) on the radio.
Almost every morning also hear her voice.
Very funny la her. Can't stop smiling in the car.
Great way to start a day.
Rule #1 : The DJ is always right.
Rule #2 : Refer to rule #1.
Mo nung ah her.

I've been randomly miss calling people for quite awhile already.
Girls, guys, whatever.
Dunno why I miss call though.
Just took my phone and call then cancel.
Fun kah? I asked myself.
-shrugs-

To me, miss calling someone is to, in short, ask that person how he/she is doing.
And that I'm fine.
If that he/she replies my miss call, then I'll know he/she is fine too.
Guess that's what miss calling at random times mean to me.
So you can imagine if someone I miss call, didn't miss call me back.
Worry lah!
Maybe he/she fall down kah, injured kah, DIE KAH?
Who knows right?
Anything could happen these days.

Is this the right way to feel?
Or issit not?

Maybe I feel this way is because of movies I watched.
Anything can happen.
So show people that you care for him/her.
If that him/her doesn't do the same, he/she doesn't have a heart.

Posted a poll.

Did some quiz this afternoon.

The blue ones are those I think are true.
The red ones are the other way round.
The green ones are maybe/maybe not.

What Morgan Wee Kok Yen means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Quite a number of blues and greens ey.
Here's the link to see what your name means.
Click.

Here's another short quiz I took.

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And you make it as entertaining as possible.
You may be guilty of over-sharing a bit on your blog, but you can't help it.
Your life is truly an open book. Or in this case, an open blog!

Kinda true for me. Hahaha.
The link for this is here.

This is my day end post.
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P.S. // Recently. I've been eating alot. Don't know why. Just need to eat!

Secrets

2008-10-05T14:33:00.003+08:00

Feel like months I haven't blog. Hahaha. Just been doing the tags.

Hmm.. Where to start ah?

Last night went to celebrate Glen's 18th birthday. We ate at Thai Bucanneer. Quite alot of us. Then a portion of us went to his house to drink. Yeah right, we drank alright. Lol. The other gangs got drink la. We didn't drink much. I drank like one little tiny glass only. =P Don't have the feel to drink. See they take the bottles out I already feel like vomitting. LOL!

Kinda funny watching the drunk people do things. Walk around knocking things and saying random things. Got something even funnier happened but I'm not supposed to say it here. So yeah. I know you know can already. :D

Went home around 3.30am. Josh (Joanne's bro) brought me home. He's half-drunk. The ride was thrilling! Hahaha. Turn round-about no slow down one. Don't play play.

That's about it. I'll post up the pics either here or Facebook. Most probably will be in Facebook. Here to slow already if upload. =P So if you don't have Facebook and want the pics then tell me.

I just found out recently that Facebook is founded by a Harvard University student named Mark Zuckerberg. Facebook was just his project and hobby. Then slowly facebook started to spread through the dorm rooms. More and more people signing up. In the end, Facebook is no longer a project. Just from a little project, it turned into a world wide social site. Cool huh?

The other day, two hornbills came my house and knocked on the front door. It really is two hornbills knocking on my door. Not just one day. They knocked on the door 3 days in a row! At the same time lagi tim.

What does this mean? Buy 4D? HAHAHA!

The other day, (so many the other day eh, forgot what date already ba, hahaha) went to Edwin's house. I still dunno he open party for what tho. Just go only. Hahaha! We drank there. Well, I drank there. Alot. Until I keep vomit. At the end of the day, me and Leon pengsan already. Still conscious though. Still know what we're doing. Hahaha. I think if I drink one more glass sure cannot already. But yeah. Vomit in Edwin's house. Then go home, straight away go upstairs vomit. Hahaha. Shower then sleep. Lie down half way, vomit again. Further more, the next day got extra class. First thing I reached school is go to the toilet. Vomit. -.- Cannot tahan ba. The effect is still there. Hahaha.

Thats about it lo. No ideas on what to blog already. Other happenings are all boring stuffs.

There's another thing. I share secrets with my close buds. Even if the secrets are about/of other people. So don't go requesting to tell me anything alone. I'll also tell my close buddies. You'll just piss me off if you do that.

Tag-g-g-g-g-ed

2008-10-01T17:23:00.005+08:00

Another tag after one. -.- Oh well~ Good also since I'm so bored. You guys can also know me better this way. =P

THE SELF

[01] Real name: Morgan Wee Kok Yen! =D
[02] Nickname: Morgan, Momo, Ah Yen, Di Di (as in Dee Dee), Di, Bu Dien (as in Xiao Bu Dien's Bu Dien), Ah Mo, Moko Moko -.-!
[03] Married: Single and available~
[04] Zodiac Sign: Sheep or Goat. Whatever. <--- I just realised I answered this wrongly. I'm Aries. -.-
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 17 (2008)
[07] High school: SMPW
[08] College: SMSA
[09] Height: No update recently. Last measured was 160~.
[10] Weight: 55kg
[11] Do you like yourself: Adang adang la. (Okay okay)
[12] Piercings: None. Wanna get one though. Mom don't let. ):
[13] Righty or lefty: Righty.
[14] Are you a freak: Yes. Game freak.
[15] Hair: Dark brown. Short. At present moment, it's a mess.
[16] Skin: Hitam manis. xP
[17] Allergic: None.
[18] What are you doing now: I just farted. =X
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Erm.. Play game kua..
[20] What will you do 10 years later: 27... Finished studies and should be working already..

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Mommy.
[22] Siblings(included you): 3
[23] Eldest: 2 brothers. Marcus and Max.
[24] Youngest: Me. Morgan. -.-
[25] Love/hate your family: Loveeeee~

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: Not yet.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: I want her to be found by me. -.-
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3 times.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Yes. Both gender also got. HAHAHA!
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yes. Both gender also got. HAHAHA! -copy pasted-
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Yes. Guys always wrong one ma. No meh? =P
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Being me. LOL
[34] Ever argue with your other half: Sure why not. Fight, wrestling, thai boxing, drunk boxing, taekwondo, take gun shoot also have.
[35] You with your other half since: Negative time.
[36] Are you straight/gay: No bi? LOL!
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Erm.. because I love her? I cinta cinta her?
[38] You and your other half in which stage: Final stage.... FIGHT! -.- No other half ba!
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: We woo each other then we go WOOOOOOO~
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: Nope.

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: FIRST AH?! The first person I met in Kindergarten already my best friend and if not mistaken, it's.......... oh shit.. I forgot. -.-
[42] Your first enemy: The guy who took my candy away in Kindergarten.
[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): Love? Cannot put like only? If not this gonna sound wrong. Don't care ah! Consider it as like the most. Shim Ah Jun. He shares stuffs with me. ;)
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): Wa.. Enemy also got consider hate the most one ah?
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Why no (1 only)? HAHA! The girls that are close to me are all beautiful. The closer she gets then the more beautiful she is.
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: Ah deh deh.. -looks into the mirror- Hi, friend. LOL!
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Those use big small big small letters. I see till du lan. Those who acts cute when they aren't. Those who doesn't know the sense of colours.
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Can't describe. If I juling at one, means I hate what he did. So next time, study me. I also have the 'I hate you' look.
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Yeah.
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nope.
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Chill~ I'll play mind games with that friend.
[52] If your friend betray you: Muahahahaha! (6)
[53] If your friend woo your lover: ~~Friend~~
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Okay ah. Come and get me. If you can ;)
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Whoa. I will be very confused about what to do next.

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: I have the potential but my laziness is uncontrollable. Have to see mood one.
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Nope~ Ask Ms. Tor in SMSA. LOL!
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Sir Bharat =)
[59] Always late to school/college: I was blacklisted for coming late to school everyday in SMPW. Now I'm always early.
[60] Your class: Pre-U1/Sc-2
[61] You love your seniors: Some of them.
[62] Seniors who you love the most: Hmm... Minna =D
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Good eh. Most of the better ones left school. Yay.
[64] Excellent result classmate: Dunno. I got 100+ classmates. How to decide?
[65] Laziest classmate: Me. =X

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people: My answer will be same for smart and stupid people.
[67] Stupid people: No one can be stupid or smart. Everyone have things that they are excellent at and things that they are not so good at. No one's perfect.
[68] Good looking people: They end up being on magazines, TV, posters and bla bla bla.
[69] Ugly people: They end up where? Doing things to make these magazines, TV, posters and bla bla bla work.
[70] Funny people: Entertain.
[71] Cute people: Entertain (in a way).
[72] Bad people: Do bad things.
[73] Honest people: Stay true.
[74] Acting people: Actors?
[75] You are what kind of people: I'm (66+67+68+69+70+71+72+73+74)/9. ;)

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes.
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
[78] Shorter or taller: Shorter.
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach.
[81] Listener or Talker: Depends lo. Both is fine. I'm a good listener.. So am I suppose to prefer talker?
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic.
[83] Good partner or good parent: You be one and I be one. =)

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: 2x-3x
[85] Numbers of kid(s): Many things to consider la. Want how many then how many meh. So kiang also.
[86] Career: Jit jit jit jit~ DJ Momo! Lame. Hahaha. Something to do with Geo and Physics. =P
[87] Salary: As much as possible. Minimum 5k/month.
[88] Retirement age: When I got enough money. =) Then I'm gonna LIVIN LA VITA!
[89] Properties value: No idea.
[90] Wishes: I can be successful in both academic and career. =D

THE VICTIMS

[91] Jan Wong
[92] Ni Hong
[93] Mi Lee
[94] Mi Eii
[95] De Choo
[96] Ali Jane
[97] Mi Chu
[98] Do Jong
[99] Ry Wong
[100] Mo Wee

I won't tag you guys. Lazy go leave a tag. I'm sure most of you whom I tagged will read my blog. So yeah. Just do this when you read it. =)

Note

2008-09-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

DONT TAG ME BACK THE QUESTIONAIRE! Very tiring okay!

Keeping my mouth shut

2008-09-29T12:54:00.004+08:00

A chain questionaire.

1.The person who tagged you is?
.x Mann Mann , Michelle Chu , Dom

2.Your relationship with him/her?
.x Friends.

3.Your 5 impressions of them
.x Tall, quiet but, lame, likes to _|_ (Mann), outgoing, helpful, friendly

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
.x Mann - First time see me already see me in my sleeping clothes and specs. -.-
Michelle - She treated Alex's shoulder during the basketball match when it got dislocated.
Dom - Can't remember.

5.The most memorable thing they had said to you.
.x Mann - Nung.
Michelle - Erm.. Dunno wo.
Dom - Never really talked.. Hahaha

6.If they become ur lover, you will?
.x Mann - HAHAHAHAHA! -look up at her- LOL!
Michelle - Dont think that'll happen lo.
Dom - ...............

7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
.x Mann - Cut off her leg bones and put into mine. =)
Michelle - Don't know her that well to improve anything.
Dom - There's no IF and no WHEN.

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
.x Mann - Enemy lo. Rude words flying around, gestures, bombs, guns, and secret weapons.
Michelle - :( :(
Dom - _|_ at him. LOL

9. If he/she dies, you will?
.x Mann - I will have one friend less to say bad words at me. =D
Michelle - Go to her funeral.
Dom - Go to his funeral.

10.What is it you want to tell for them now?
.x Mann - Next time see me, you better wish I'm not in my sleeping clothes and specs.
Michelle - Good luck in your exams!
Dom - Good luck in your dance?

11.Your overall impression of them is?
.x Fun-ny

12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
.x When they're around me, they'll feel that I'm around them. Wtf?

13.The characters you love of yourself are?
.x Hahahaha. Every bit of me is ME.

14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
.x Refer to question 13.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
.x Don't know eh.

16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
.x Tell me if you care. Tell me if you like me. Also tell me otherwise. Thanks.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
* Note : This is randomly placed.

1. Janice Wong
2. Nigel Hong
3. Leng Leng Choo (the orang gonna turn 18 soon)
4. Michelle Lee
5. Alicia Jane
6. Minna
7. Michelle Chu
8. Michelle Yang
9. Pei Shi
10. Mann Mann (Can ka?)

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
.x She single and available. Date her! HAHAHA!

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
.x Female

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
.x I really don't think so.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
.x Biology Physics Maths

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
.x Just just now. Talk about kapit kapit. ;)

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like
.x Those good looking boy-bands.

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
.x Yes. One little sister and one younger brother.

25. Will you woo no. 3?
.x Her boypren is so gonna kill me.

26. How about 7?
.x Don't know her that well. =)

27. Is no. 4 single?
.x Yes. I also know that she's in a relationship with B&J.

28. What is the surname of no. 5?
.x Not sure eh. Her name so long. Alicia Jane Siu Lee Sun correct? Dont know which one is surname. HAHAHA

29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
.x Wa! This one I know! Her hobby is 3S. Sleep, Slack and go Siao. =D

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
.x Erm... Friends lo.

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
.x SMSA with me! Set 1 Physics Set 2 PS Set 3 Bio Set 4 Maths Set 5 English

32. Talk about something for no. 1
.x She's the gossip queen. Also the Fei queen. Lovey dovey with her love.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
.x Nope.

34. Where does no. 9 live?
.x KB. Jalan Tepi somewhere there.

35. What colour does no. 4 like?
.x Blue.

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
.x So-so friend only.

37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
.x Nope.

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
.x xD! She's only a teen!

39.What is no.10 doing now?
.x I think she would be at Boo Wei's party.

I didnt miss out any questions right? End at 39 only. Lols. Oh wells.

I got a few things I wanna blog but not now lah. Too tired from dance practice. My thigh hurts. -.-

P.S. // I have to keep my mouth shut next time.

Morgan Is Sick!

2008-09-25T16:42:00.002+08:00

MORGAN IS SICK!

Early this morning when I wake up, I feel itchy all over my body. Starting from one place and slowly it spreads. But I didn't bother cause I'm still grumpy from my sleep. So just 'garu-garu' la..

Now about 4.45pm, still the itchyness presists. Am I having a disease or something? I haven't been to the hospital for check up verrrrrrrrrryy long already lo. Years also have ah. Dentist also. Anyways, not the main point. It itches badly la. When one place start to itch, I scratch, then another place start to itch, I scratch, then another place, I scratch and this goes on like forever!

I told my mom about it.

Me : Mi ah, HEN YANG AH! -scratches arm-
Mom : Na li yang?
Me : -stretches arm out to mom to show her the place where it itches- Duuuuu... Zhe li..
Mom : Zo mok hui yang leh?
Me : Bu zhi dao
Mom : Ni you chi she mok dong xi ma?
Me : Juice lo this morning.
Mom : Inside got beet root, you know? Hui improve your xue circulation one. That's why yang kua.
Me : Ohh.. Xiang he jiu jiang ha?
Mom : So you got drink la?

-BUSTED-

Ahh... Silly me. It still itches.

Posted a poll. =)

Here we go again

2008-09-24T12:42:00.003+08:00

Went to Bandar last Monday for Bball friendly between SMSA and JIS. SMSA won. (Boring match) =X

Watched Football friendly between ISB and JIS. Both juniors. Kinda fun watching. Hahaha.

After that we went to the Mall.

Pictures from that day.

Some sakai people.. Like first day go to The Mall. LOL!

Watched Mama Mia!.. Not bad la the movie. Musical. Got like 10 songs in there. Meaningful also. In the cinema, we, our gang, sat on one whole row, started to sing with the movie. Got lyrics ba. Funny man. Hahaha! That was practically it for the day.

Yesterday, went to Jun's house and snapped this two pics from my phone.

I'll get some more from Jan's camera.

Done for the day.

The day before today

2008-09-24T07:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I feel awfully tired.

Maths class from 0800 to 1200.

Went home, house full of people, can't sleep.
(I hate it when my house is full of people when I'm tired)

Waited for my mom to bring me to Jun's house for dance practice.
Slept.

1330 to 1630 at Jun's house.
Found out things that I am not supposed to know.

1700 went to Jee Juan for branch.

1730 went home by Glen.

1800 I slept soundly.
No dinner.
No shower.
No movies.
No PC.

0400 woke up with thoughts running through my head.

It's now 0630.
Alarm rang.

Got out from bed. Get ready and stuff.

0700 Here I am typing this post.

0719 Posted.

Today I feel actively active.

Happenings

2008-09-20T14:06:00.003+08:00

Five days only ma I no blog. Aiyo no need rush me one loh. Busy ma me. Got functions, extra classes, dance practices and some little things to attend to.

Tell me I'm crazy. Tell me I'm dumb. Kick me. Punch me. Insult me. Despise me. Whatever you say or do to me, I can't feel it anymore. I've been through things that are more hurtful anyone can do to me now. Please someone just punch me, kick me, slap me, or whatever! Release me from this neverending pain. What hurts the most is being so close to someone and you know that all you can do is stay beside him/her as a friend while watching him/her walk away. Slowly... Out of sight... Never to come back... Wishing for the next time you meet him/her to come soon... Once that time come... Plaster a smile... As if nothing is wrong... Tell me this doesn't hurt...

Anyways, my friends want to DRUNK me to spill out my secrets. Sorry kawan-kawans, that time won't be coming anytime soon. Good luck trying ya? =)

Lately, I've been forgetting alot of things. Like in studies, I can't even remember what teacher taught earlier that day. Am I getting old? I mean of course I'm getting old by the second. But is my mind failing so fast? So sorry to those whom I made promises with and forgot kay? It's not intentional. Maybe it's because of the atas atas thing? Hmm.. Dunno lah.. Or maybe is not enough sleep then brain cells mati like the 'dunno which teacher in SMSA' say one? Hope everything gets better loh..

I really really really, like to the very maximum dy/dx = 0 really, envy those people who don't use PCs at home. Those who don't even own a hotmail. Very steady lah k. I dunno how to survive without my PC. If no PC I die eh. Boring dao. I really wonder how those people tahan. Teach me? =D Whenever I come home, to the PC is where I go. No medicine cure liao me. Bonding with PC too much. Even with nothing to do on the PC, I can still stare at my desktop background.

*right-click, refresh. right-click, refresh. right-click, refresh. open firefox, stares, close. right-click, refresh.*

THAT'S WHAT I DO! LOL! Maybe I should try PC fasting. =D

Now for the daily happenings with me.

Last Wednesday, went to Jan's place for the dance practice. Done with part of 1/4 of the song. Kinda happy about that. Still alot to work with.

Next practice is on Tuesday! Better remember this guys. ESP NIGEL AND BERNARD!

Last night went to Leon's place to celebrate his birthday. His birthday is on the 18th of September but that night many people busy cannot go, so we postponed it to last night. Bought BBQ stuff and everything. We thought the fire is easy to set up. Who knows in the end, only set it up after like 1 hr and 30 mins. Hungry dao.... 8pm dinner. Thats basically about it. Talks, laughs, more talks and more laughs. =) Didn't get to take many pictures cause the camera girl is busy with her 'two people world' activity. -Jk- Got take pictures lah. Post em up after I get hold of them. Went home like around 12.

Ok, now imagine this. A saloon car with one daddy driving, his lovely wife is beside him in the front seat and 6 soon-to-be adults sitting at the back seat from Seria to KB. (The panaga road so bumpy again) YEOUCH!

On Monday, 8-12pm 4 hours straight of Ms. Tor's Maths session. Then go Bandar JIS with bus for thier friendly basketball match.

So I got today, Saturday, and Sunday free. Wanna go Bandar cut hair but my e e not back in Brunei yet. Sigh. Look like sua ku lang already me.

So thats about it.

Nah.. My 5 days worth of post. Full of words. Before post already kena Nigel say I'm nerdy cause blog many words. -.-"

Phrases

2008-09-14T13:43:00.005+08:00

These are from forward emails that I recieved. I like em so I thought I'm gonna post em up.

13 CATCHY PHRASES

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

Think about em. Nice ey? =D

P.S. // I can't change the wind, but I can adjust the sails.

Morgan PMS

2008-09-11T18:58:00.002+08:00

I'm frustrated!!! I can't sign in MSN. I searched for the error code and it says that my MSN contact list isn't available, sign out and sign in again later. I can't even sign in lei. How to sign out? _._ So all I have to do is wait? Dang, I can't live without communication!!! =( (Phone no credit to call =P)

I think I got menses or something eh. LOL. Always got mood swings ba. Like this afternoon. Dunno why ah. Suddenly so depressed + angry at the same time. I punched at the wall and made a bump in the wall (wooden wall).

*pauses to try to sign in MSN. waits patiently as the two heads turn around and round. Sign in failed.*

I just got back my Progress test results. The last one I know of is Geo. Teacher ba don't want to give back the paper. Till now haven't give back. The only way to get to know our marks is by our group tutor. _._ Pukimak her. LOL! =X Deproved in GP and Physics. Improved in Maths and Geo.

Physics 44%

Geography 66%
Maths 90%
GP 63%

Deproved a little only but improved way alot! =D Grats to myself. Hahaha. I post these results up not to be proud or anything. I just wanna look back to this blog when I'm way further in studies or even when I finished my studies and think back how I managed to get to where I am.

*pauses to try to sign in MSN. waits patiently as the two heads turn around and round. Sign in failed.*

I'm still wondering what else to post. Holidays coming up and I got extra classes to attend. Ah.. But just for one week la. Just don't tell me holiday only 1 week. If not I strangle who ever is close to me. Besides that, there's alot of things to do during the holidays so it's no rest time for me. Practice the dances. Going to Empire with kawans-kawans. Andddddddddd other plans that ought to be thought of soon.

*pauses to try to sign in MSN. waits patiently as the two heads turn around and round. SIGNED IN! to find that many people also have the same problem. Contact list online 33/200*

YES! YEZ YEZ YEZ! I SIGNED IN! Now I dunno what to do even I'm signed in. No one's online. _._ Ah well..

I'm currently reading 'If I am missing or dead' by Janine Latus. A true story of abuse. Michelle borrowed me that book instead of Twilight~ Lalala~ Lol. Anyways, haven't even got through half of the book. Will find some time to finish it soon.

Nothing else to post k. Later I keep type you readers read till also sien ma. So why bother think so hard. Go and eat dinner lagi better.

P.S. // This post has abit of brokeneded Engrish.

Personality Test

2008-09-08T20:18:00.001+08:00

Everyone reading this blog, do this test please. =D

Click Here

Daaank kiu bery muchie!

Sigh....

2008-09-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

Family's Taste of Freedom Short-lived

By Ignatius Stephen

She watched the clock in great fear since morning that day. Soon it will be high noon. Once again, for her, it seemed, there will be no escape from a return to bad days. There will be a knock on the door any minute now. She knew it deep down. But could time be better?

"Your father will soon be here," she said managing a smile. Her children huddled in a corner. They sensed that something terrible was going to happen.

She and her eight young children will suffer in his hands all over again. There will be blows and incessant demands. There will be ugly scenes. He would ask for money and for more money. If he failed to lay his hands on the cash quickly, things would escalate quickly. The children knew that.

She earned just more than a thousand dollars as a junior government servant. But her husband had been jobless for many years. His worsening drug habits ruled out any chance of work. And, in the meantime, there were so many mouths to feed.

Money, indeed, was scarce. And her husband's non-stop bullying made life almost impossible. Many a time she and her children went hungry. Her husband mercilessly grabbed most of the cash to satisfy his incurable cravings.

But things changed for the better. One day the man failed to return home. He didn't turn up the next day either and the following days. And when she collected her next salary no one was waiting to take away her pay packet.

Such a relief.

A few days later she learned that he was in jail for drugs and would be locked up for some years.

She tried to get a divorce but that took a long time. It was so complicated. It ended up in a series of futile trips to the courts. It was such a frustrating process that she, like so many others in a similar situation, gave up in the end.

She realised that she was a victim of the cultural and dogmatic trap from which there was no easy escape.

And now, for the present moment, while he was away, life improved. "I feel guilty to say that we are happier now than ever before. But it is a fact," she told her friends.

Yet, amidst all the fears, she still harboured a ray of hope.

"May be, there is still a chance. He could be a changed man now," she said trying to console herself.

She was now determined to face the coming storm calmly and make the best of the situation when the time came for his return.

And the day at last came. Minutes ticked by and then seconds. It will be anytime now.

The moment was upon them suddenly. Because there was a thunderous series of knocks but before anyone could open it, the door gave way with a crash and the man burst into the room.

She looked at him for a moment. She even managed a smile. But she instantly knew that she had hoped in vain. Her fears were confirmed beyond any doubt.

There was no change in him despite the years behind bars.

In fact, he had become hard and bitter.

"Why didn't you visit me in jail more often?" he thundered. The children watched in absolute fright. But he apparently did not notice them.

He took a step forward. He then grabbed her by the neck and he knew exactly where she kept the rest of her money because he wrenched it out savagely from the inner lining of her dress and when she struggled he pushed her so violently that she landed in a helpless heap on the floor.

Then he turned around and left.

Once again her endless trip down into the dark deep hole of suffering and humiliation had begun. How is she going to feed the children? How are they going to survive?

But she is not alone in this situation. In Brunei Darussalam, you hear such tales again and again.

What can we really do?

I read this article on the newspaper today. My mom told me to read it. Some of you would know how this article relates to me. So yeah. =)

Slept just now in the afternoon/evening. From 4pm till 8pm. I wanted to wake up early but when I sat down on my bed, I just fall back into sleep. My head was so heavy. Had a seriously scary dream. Dreamt that I got some kind of disease and that I have a limited time to live. It's not the first time either. Had this dream like few months ago. Not the same one though. Just similar. Disease - Death. *brr* Scary.

Anyways, I'm really tired already. Not tired as in sleepy tired but yeah. I'm tired of everything thats happening around me. Sighhh.... This way can't that way can't.

Tree of Life

2008-09-06T15:07:00.004+08:00

I just realised that there's one part of my previous posts that I left out due to Friendster's maintenance. Just saw it this morning. Hahaha. I kinda forgot what I wanted to post but here's what I remembered.

This is something I came up with long ago. Took me just about 10 minutes.

I've been given the time,
I've been given the chance.
But i never did realised,
What you had in hand.

I may be your friend,
I may be your man.
But I deny them both,
Cause you deserve more than a friend.

You are the apple of my eye,
For I am your apple tree.
Always being there for you,
Till you're ready to be picked.

No matter how close you are,
You are still ~~near~~ far beyond.
No matter how pretty you are,
We can never bond.

Its the end of the world,
My head says so.
But your voice came,
And woke me up.

You made me believe,
What I had in myself.
What I mean to them,
What I mean to you.

For they are my friends,
You are my queen.
They bond us together,
They are the branches of our tree.

I know it doesn't rhyme at parts but I can't rhyme! =P

I've read alot of articles about Life, friendships and stuffs. Here's my points of view to share with you readers.

Life is like a tree.

The tree itself is you. It's your choice to be a herb, a shrub, or a tree. That is to say, you are in control of your life. The leaves are like your friends. Without them, you can't survive. Even in some areas, trees without leaves can still survive but do you think they're nice to look at? So yeah, you get my point. The branches are your bonds. It determines how you bond with your friends. Far by still in contact, close to you but it's dropping off. As you know, overtime, leaves drop and new leaves grow. So that is to say that, from time to time, friends come and go in life in order for us to move on. Those leaves that are dropped will decay on the ground forming nutrients in the soil. These nutrients will then be absorbed by the roots of the tree. (Bringing Geography in) Without the roots, will the tree be stable? The roots will be your experience level. So, what I'm trying to say is, don't be afraid to lose some friends. It is these 'lost' friends that help us to move on in life.

Hope you get what I mean. =P

P.S. // I escaped Geo class again.

Deviled Lady

2008-09-05T00:03:00.005+08:00

Got these pictures from Minna's blog WITH PERMISSION. I know a friend of mine is gonna like these pictures. =D So here you are.

Aren't this the best quotes ever? Daym.. These pictures made me think, think and think! So little words, so vast the meanings.

STRESS STRESS STRESS!

I'm just gonna go watch movies until I fall asleep in front of the TV. So many movies to catch up on. Gonna watch The Orphanage later first. =D Hope it's horrific enough. Hohoho!

Tagged.

2008-09-02T22:13:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Wei Han and Jan.

01. Would you fart inside an elevator?

.x Nope. I can hold it until I go out from the elevator, THEN I'll non-stop letting out gases. HAHA

02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?

.x I've been in this state for quite a long time already. Let's say, 3 years? Yeah, probably more than that. So I'm used to the feeling already. ;)

03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP?

.x I have no freakin idea what this is. I know Pig + Frog = Prig la.

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

.x Yes. Totally blur.

05. What's your ideal lover like?

.x Like me! =D

06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?

.x Loving someone is definately more blessed. If everyone loves someone, then everyone would be loved by someone else. If you think being loved by someone else is more blessed, then you're not doing your part!

07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?

.x Yes I would if that person is the person I LOVE. I would rather let her be happy with someone else than being unhappy with me.

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

.x Why are the questions like balik-balik one? I would wait for her IF she isn't married. Hahaha.

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?

.x Of course la!

10. What do you want most in life?

.x A bundle of love, hatred, friends, happiness, health, success and family all together.

11. Is being tagged fun?

.x YES! I no need to think of what to post if I got tagged. =D

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?

.x If someone has the potential to be my best friend then he/she would know what to do and what not to do.

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?

.x Mommy

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

.x Got two person wor. Jan and Wei Han. Jan is erm 'Fei'. Wei Han is erm quiet? LOL

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

.x Married and poor without a doubt! If I'm poor, and someone is willing to live her life with me, then I'll have the largest priceless heart in my hands.

16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?

.x Busy. I need to do something, if not I'll go mad!

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?

.x I would only if this relationship is worth it.

18. Define LOVE.

.x *Thought for 5 mins and no answer come out.* ...

19. Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?

.x One question, milk chocolate and white chocolate different? I always thought they're the same. Anyways, milk chocolate would do fine.

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?

.x Laugh like mad! Already say it's a prank so if don't laugh then do what? Cry meh?

Now I'm supposed to tag 8 person. They are,

.x Nigel x.
.x Leng x.
.x Mann x.
.x Shu'aib x.
.x Michelle L x.
.x Alicia x.
.x Michelle C x.
.x Ryan x.

I just got back from Miri so I'm abit tired now. Gotta sort out the things I bought and off to bed I go. Toodles~ <---- So MANLY.

Long Day

2008-09-01T18:58:00.002+08:00

Alright! Finally got the mood to blog. Actually got the mood already one earlier. But aiya.. malas ba. =P Can't find anything that's interesting to blog.

Where to start? Where to start?

Recently I got the urge to read books. Story books. Any kind la. Then Michelle said that she's gonna borrow me her Twilight by Stephanie Meyer. So yeah okay lo. I wait. I've been searching books to read in my house. Only got Archie comics alot. And and Pokemon books that are aging pretty fast! Just pull the page abit then break already. Lol. I was searching for my The Shakespear's Secret book (bought it in Miri long time ago but haven't read it) and couldn't find it anywhere. But just when I reached home today around 5pm, I saw it on my table. Rupanya is my maid borrow read and she didn't ask me! I haven't read she already took it away. How good is she huh?

*pauses from blogging to watch Kinship 1 on channel 301 AEC (every weekday 7pm)*

Talking about Miri, I went to Miri (well, partly) on Sunday morning. On the way there, passed the $3 tol, there's this major traffic jam. Haven't even see the customs building already got queue then the queue won't move at all. So in the end, we're on our way back to the 'not-so-happening' KB town.

I ate just now after the Kinship 1 movie. I realised that I can't really hold my hunger. Cause just now, half way watching the movie I got really hungry but waited till the movie finish. When I went to eat, my hands were shaking madly. Kinda scary actually. Wonder how am I gonna survive puasa eventhough I survived 5 years of puasa every year in my previous school. But this is the first time that my hands shook so intensely. Phew.....

There's this thing about movies and me. I tend to relate everything I saw in the movies (any types of movies) to my daily lives. Like imagine I'm this person then I'm that person and who's who and so forth. After that, I think at what I thought (is this even possible?) and found that it's kinda true. Lame right? Anyways, that's how I learn about life. Like what to do and what not to do. Mostly because of this, I tend to cry watching movies? Hahaha. I can cry at one tiny bit part of a movie. Last week, I got a sudden feel to watch those ke lian ke lian (sad) movies. For example, 1 Litre of tears and 200 Pounds Beauty. Eventhough I watched em, I still wanna watch! Those haven't watch either one, I highly recommend you guys to watch that. Nice!

Watched Casper on HBO just now. Casper is so so so uber duberly cute!!! Now I sound so so gay MUCH! LOL!!!! But it's true, Casper (in ghost form) is really cute. Hahaha.

And there's this thing about songs and me. I think I haven't tell most of you about this. I dunno what day was it but it happened recently la. Okay, it was a moody day and I really mean MOODY for the whole day where everything turned out bad/wrong for me. So.... when I wanna go to bed, I listened to my ipod. Just then sad songs played one after another. This song, Missing Me - RJ Helton, made me cry instantly as I sang through the song. When I say cry, it's not those teardrops only cry. It's those .. you know.. I dont know how to explain la. I just cried for more than 30 mins. Stopped only after I off my ipod and immediately fell asleep.

It felt good.

Kindly head over to this blog and read the post on "Physics-oriented" and the rest if you want. FYI, the guy my friend's refering to is me. Bangga~ =D

"To the world, you may be one person. But to someone, you may be the world."

This is another phrase from the shirt I was wearing. Hear, hear..

*A section is cut off due to insufficient information which were intendedly to obtain from Friendster but it's in temporary maintenence now. Will update later.*

Watch this video please. The girl in there is so so so so sooooooooooooo cute! Hahahaha. Really make me wanna pinch her! =D

I guess this will be the end of my post for today. Or... this week. Lol. Hope not.

P.S. // No colouring for this post. Sorry bout that. I'm used to this already. Plus, you don't find story books with lots of colorings. And I'm colour blind friendly. Eohh~ Banyak alasan. =D

Impatient people!

2008-08-27T18:23:00.011+08:00

There you guys go. The pics. Only some of them though. Eventhough it's only some of them, it took me quite a while to finish posting them up okay. So slow the uploading. Oh well~ The pictures are in no particular order btw.

Please don't ask me who the two girls are cause I have no idea.

Vincent and Nigel

Nigel and Frances

Aziz doing some white magic with the Prom Queen's wand.

Edwin Glen Mo Leon Nigel

Vincent Russell Nigel Leon. At Vinc house. I wasn't there. Just copy the picture from Leon's cam.

Got abit the Gong Xi Fatt Chai feel ah here.

Black black white white white black black.

Nigel looking away from camera when tried to take a picture of him.

Russ did the same.

The camera is focused on the keychain instead of Glen. Lol

Vincent and Nigel

*COUGH*

Vincent and Russell

Took pictures of them 5 times and only one came out to be decent.

Don't know where to look la.

Me and Mich

The angle got abit off ah. Made the picture looked so wrong. (Focusing on the background :P)

Me and Aziz

Aziz spoiler!

Again with the BBWWWBB

Nigel and Russ

Leon

In the middle of speech. Lol

Prom Queen?!?! LOL

You go Russ! ;)

Glen looked like he's gonna poop. HAHA

Cool also this effect. Like some real paparazzi shot of a celebrity.

MY BOSS!

Leon got awarded Best Dressed. Prince Charming okay.

The two Best Dressed.

Prom Queen Nominees

Prom King Nominees

PROM KING!

PROM QUEEN!

Thank you Nazirul for the awesome pictures. ;)

Sorry that I only post up some of the pictures. If you want all of them then tell me. I'll give them to you. My email is at the sidebar of my blog. With that happy note, (Sir Bharat always use this phrase) I end my post.

Be patient

2008-08-26T14:50:00.002+08:00

Maybe you guys are wondering where are the pictures for the Twilight Prom.. It's to be posted here soon, I hope. I havent got ALL of the pics yet. So please be patient. I still have around 300+ to get. Hahaha. In total it'll be around 600+ pics. Don't expect me to post all of them up here in my blog tho. I only posts those are meaningful. For the others, you can go to my facebook and look at em. But since Facebook don't know why don't want me to upload the pics. So yeah. I'm kinda trapped here. =P

A Night To Remember

2008-08-24T10:59:00.005+08:00

Went to Twilight Prom last night and it's awesome! =D Just wanna send credits to people.

Thanks to Michelle Lee Chao Hui for purchasing the ticket for me and the dance or should I say dances.
Thanks to Dominique Jong Tian Fatt for actually PURCHASING the ticket for me.
Thanks to Bayley Tan Boh Kee (mommy) for convincing me not to wear coat. LOL!

To the people who seats on the same table with me.
Thanks to Nigel Hong Boo Liang for caring. ;)
Thanks to Russell Hong Boo Piaw for just being there.
Thanks to Glen Chong Yun Shing for bringing me to Edwin's house.
Thanks to Leon Lim Jin Yen for making us sit inside. ;)
Thanks to Vincent Chin Bao Onn for being there and not knowing I'm Morgan. HAHA!
Thanks to Edwin Ho Huat Yung for bringing me to Panaga's Club.
(Obviously this are not the only things I wanna be thankful for. But you guys know it lah)

And finally
Thanks to everyone involved in the prom night for an amazing night. ;)

Wow.. I feel like I've been elected President or something. Hahaha! Anyways, it doesn't kill just to say thanks right?

P.S. // Surprised that I know your full names? Don't be. I know you more than you think. I'm a good stalker. Don't believe? Ask Michelle (Lee). ;)

Forgetful me

2008-08-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

3rd post for today! Lol. For the whole day, I've been busy doing other stuffs and kept on thinking what did I forget to do. I know I'm missing something out and it turns out that I forgot tomorrow got Physics test! OMG! I can't afford to fail this now! I gotta go study already. Cya guys. =D JIA YOU ME!

A question to die answering

2008-08-22T12:18:00.004+08:00

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?

That is the question.

P.S. // I did the colouring to release my stress of wondering.

Edit
Question answered already. After tons of coins throwing. =)

Union of Soviet Socialist Republics

2008-08-22T09:34:00.006+08:00

I wanted to blog last night. Thoughts of what to blog are actually running through my mind. But then when I wanted to 'rest my eyes' after the long hours of laptop using, I slept through it. Hahaha. Sorry bout that. I heard tons of people nudging me (the laptop's just beside me) but I didn't bother about it. Sorry bout that. I'm grumpy when I'm sleepy. Hahaha. So here I am now. Blogging my way off. It's been 3 days since I last blogged.

I was thinking of getting a new layout for my blog but when I went to the website, most of the layouts are too girly la.. How to use? -_- So nevermind la..

I wanna show you people a chat log between me and Syazwani (my ex-school's mate and now my school mate). Slang la my malay. Everytime I chat with her, my malay accent comes out.

Syaz : bbun (she calls me and Wei Ren that everytime I dunno why)

Me : halo

Syaz : ahaha

Me : ai juling (referring to her dp)

Syaz : ahaha

Syaz : ai jaat ucap tcr... (our ex-geography teacher)

Syaz : wawawa

Me : ai teacher jua kana

Me : sneezing tu her

Syaz : ahaha

Syaz : tcr apa?

Me : mana tau ko

Me : ko yg ucap ia

Me : (A)

Syaz : who do you think?

Syaz : ahaha

Me : siapa lagi our teacher yang 'matanya inda berapa bagus'

Me : =)

Syaz : capa nah??

Me : inda mau ucap namanya~ jaat

Syaz : hmmm

Syaz : ahaha

Syaz : awu eyh jaat ko ne eh

Me : karang berdosa bru ko tau

Syaz : ea yang a..

Me : mana adaaa

Syaz : ada x aaaaaaaa

Me : nadaaaaaaaaa

Me : ko tu yg ucap ia

Me : aku bgi tau ia

Me : jeng jeng jeng

Syaz : ngok

Syaz : ahaha

Syaz : i knock ur head

Syaz and me continues to chat. Not gonna post the rest of the chat log up. Privacy kaliah bulehh~ I actually miss my old school. Surprisingly. Lol. But yeah.. Miss my old seat. Our old classroom (referring to Form 5's classroom only). Hahaha. Last year our class room was actually the English room for our school. But we made it OUR room! From boring English room, became a colourful conference-classroom. Hahaha. Everytime when I'm bored in class, I'll just go to the shelves on the side and pick up one book and read. Till the end of the year, I haven't finish reading the books. Too many already. Hahaha

Every Wednesday morning in Perdana, there's this program called USSR. Forgot what does it stand for. Something Something Silent Reading. Nevermind, all you need to know is it's not Union of Soviet Socialist Republics. So this program is where all the students in the school take a book and read thier heads off for 30 mins. Mind you, it happens in the morning so you can imagine how sleepy it is. But I like reading, so it's okay for me. Only from time to time when the book is too boring, I slept. =P Previously, I thought that USSR thing is useless but now I know how important it is already. READING IS FUN! Helped me a lot actually. English A kaliah~ =)

Here are some pics taken by Jan during PS set 2. It's boring without the Pre-U2 around but we managed to do what we could la. One hour only ma. Haha. Jan, Glen and Adib didnt have Business Studies so yeah they joined us in set 2.

Haha.. I posted this up.. =)

Lol. Look at what Lemon's doing. O.o

Jun: Come come. Show show.

Jun: WA! So big ah?

Cramping GP hwk before class =)

There's another pic of Glen but he didnt want it to be posted due to parental discretion. So I respect that. =D

I have to give credit to SMSA. The surroundings and landscapes are quite nice, don't you think so? Lol. Ah.. It's nice already. Got enough space. But one thing, it is vulnerable to weather. When it's windy, we'll all be freezing and if its sunny, say hello to sweat from everyone. That's when deodorant come in place. ;) Please la hor, every brown human being needs thier deodorant. So if you're not using any, please do. There might be people around you whispering under thier breath. =D

There's two type of groups in SMSA. 'Chinatown' is at the PS area, where we're sitting in the pics above and there's Kampong Melayu which is at the canteen area. Lucky many people left and the pre-U2s are not around. If not Chinatown will be the typical Chinatown (hot and stuffy).

Quite a number of students got scholarships and some students are even going to JIS (self-paid). Good also la. Less smart people in school. Higher number of scoldings. Lesser students to teach (for the teachers). Most importantly, MORE A level scholarship chances for me!! =D Thank you Thank you~ Thank you very much~ I'll work hard for it. ;)

Wanna know what song is stuck in my head now? This!

It's Ellen Degeneres's song. I watched the show yesterday and it's now stuck in my head. Hahaha. It's kinda cool. ELLEN IS COOL! I love her. =D

Anyways I guess this post is long enough no? So see ya around people!

Da da de dum da da de dum dum~

2008-08-19T21:10:00.001+08:00

Saw this MV while I was surfing Astro. I like the video a lot as well as the song. It just made me feel like dancing. Eventhough it's the first time I heard this song, it made me pop. LOL! If you get what I mean. It's teh SHIZ! I think I'm really into Rihanna already. Her songs too nice already. My desktop's background is her. =)

I watched Prom Night just now. Alone. DAYM! It's soooo good! It's da BOMB! I recommend you to watch it, preferrably alone and at night with lights off. Best horror movie environment you can get. Anyways, it's very nice. I know the movie long time already but I JUST watched it. Soooooooooo? I haven't watch Dark Knight btw. Hahaha. I love horror movies!

Bum bum be bum bum bum~ Sorry I'm a bit high tonight. After what I did. Hehehehe. It's been a long day for me but I ain't a bit tired. I feel STRONG! Woooo! I feel motivated! I feel RAWR! I have no idea what I typed! I just loveeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ =D OH YEAH BABY! I can do this allllll night long~ Yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh..........

*dozes off*

Red Sign

2008-08-19T16:17:00.003+08:00

Now it's time that I concentrate on whatever means most to me. Other than that, this all means shit! It's been months that I tried and tried my best to actually KNOW you but what have you given me? Cold shoulders. I treated you like a true friend, I cared, shared whatever's happening in my life and I spend most of my time with you just to get your attention but what are you giving me in return? Nothing. Not a single care in the world. Whenever THEY came, where am I? Nowhere to be found. People asked you who am I, you answered "some guy". So in the end I'm just "some guy" ey? Fine. I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

I
GIVE
UP
!

Lived half a day

2008-08-18T23:34:00.005+08:00

It's 11:40pm now and I feel like blogging all of a sudden. I don't know what to blog also but feel like blogging. Alright, maybe I know what to blog but I don't know how to put it in words. Even if I know how, it'll take this whole post to express how I feel. I just.... wanna say something. Lol

Nothing much is happening with my me. Just finished reading people's blog and viewing pictures. They made me feel... lalalalala~ Malas~ Don't want to say anymore.

After school, Jun and me went up to Seria, as usual, for our tuition, then halfway there, Jun received a message from his bro, "Ko, tell morgan no tuition today."
=.=" <--- The exact expression when I told Max, who's driving us up to Seria, that tuition is cancelled.

Just now, at about 6 something.. Not just now la since it's already 12am. I was waiting for the 7pm movie, then fell asleep while waiting. Woke up at 8.30pm, checked on my laptop, sulked abit cause ... , went back to sleep till just now 11.20pm and then disturbed Michelle L with the usual ghost stuffs (feeling quite happy about it). Anyways, this is what I made in school today during lunch while waiting for my boss, Jun, to finish eating his lunch with his huge ulcer on his lips.

Me and Jeremy S found it amusing watching Jun eat with his ulcer. He looked like he's high or something. LOL. Then on the way back to PS area, we went to toilet. Do you guys know that there're fishes in the drain just outside the male's toilet? It's pretty big. Jun and Jeremy started spitting in the drain. (Yeah, tell me about it) Surprisingly, the fishes DRANK thier spit! Dear God! They kept on spitting into the drain to 'feed' the fish'. -_- Then something happened when we went to the PS area again. As I was eating my bread, which I brought to school,

Jun: Why not we feed bread to the fish?
Mo: Ha?
The rest of the people present there couldn't care less.
Jun: Don't eat so much. *takes a chunk of my bread* Lai lets feed the fish.
All of us went down to watch the 'fascinating' fish feeder.

Here are the notes that I copied during Geo lessons. Look how interesting they are.

Drew this during someone's presentation. Lol! AND, she was just standing in front of me. I think she saw what I drew. =X

Note the REFER TO SHERMAN at the end of the paper. I got too fed up copying.

This is what happens when teacher's lectures got too boring. (Side of paper)

Intense writing. (Ihavebadhandwriting)

Look how neat these are! Squeezed two lines in one.

Leng, if you read this, THIS is what you're missing out in Geo class. Have fun lo~

P.S. // I miss you. THE IMAGE VERY SLOW UPLOAD LOR OKAY!! Oh yeah, don't complain my blog if its too black and white. Because from recent posts, I found that my coloring sucks. =)

Tag! You're it!

2008-08-17T17:00:00.006+08:00

Freaking lazy today.. Wanted to sleep the whole day but then my mum woke me up. So early again. Wake me up to ask me where I put the pendrive. Oh kay..........

Just came back from Sweet Lemongrass with my mum, uncle and Max. So full~ =) It's a good way to cut some time. If not I'll be dead bored at home.

Anyways, nothing much to do today, like I said, boring. List of things yet to be done by today.

Finish my GP diary work.
Finish my Maths homework.
Watch Badminton Singles Men Final at 6.30pm
Watch E! News at 7.50pm (Optional)
Watch Code Name : The Cleaner at 10.00pm (I think that's the title)

I got tagged in something and I have to do it right?
Tagged by : Lo Wei Han (CloverBoy) and Alicia Jane.

Three Rules to follow. No breaking or even bending of rules.

. x List 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself
. x Tag 10 people you know and they are to follow your footsteps and write their own list of 15 weird things / habits / little known facts.
. x No tag backs.

I always think a lot about something. For eg. for one little thing, I can make up different stories as high as mountains or as low as seabeds.
I tend to sit in front of my PC all the time. Must check back on my PC at least once every hour.
I cry a lot but not about myself, I cry for others.
I am a playboy. An unprofessional one.
I care for my friends more than I care for my family members.
I like to make funny faces or you can say, RETARDED faces.
I talk more when I'm using the PC than talking in real life.
I stole alot of things when I was young. For eg. erasers, pencil lead, not those big cases.
I am hairy.
I stay awake for hours just because of someone I like.
I want a lot of impossible-to-get things in my life.
I sometimes am too lazy to wash my face before I go to bed. Sometimes even shower.
I tend to break people's heart often.
I like to correct people's English but I do the same mistakes myself.
I don't know what my habits are because I thought really hard and long about this.

. x The 10 lucky fellows x .

Nigel =D
Leng =D
Jan =D
Michelle Lee
Alicia Jane
Shu'aib
Hoong Wei
Michelle Chu
Fazleen
Manda

Taa-daa~ Done with blogging for today.

P.S. // The ticking of the clock is as loud as the rain hammering on the windows.

Disappointed Indeed

2008-08-16T20:11:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes, the very things that have gotten you where you are, are the very same things that will prevent you from going to the next level."

Quoted from Mr. Bharat, my Physics tutor.

He told us that this morning when he gave back our progress test papers. It took him just two days to finish them. Cool huh? Unlike my other tutors. Pfft~ Anyways, that's what he said cause I think more of the students deproved. Including me. Yeah, I failed again. Not just fail, DEPROVED! Sigh, how sad. I was hoping high for that. Oh well, *smile* there's still room for improvement. I really hope that statement can be nailed into a few people's head! Especially those from ....... (censored due to the amount of beatings Morgan's gonna get if he mentions any names) So to those people, don't get too cocky okay? =D Or I'll DRILL you down. Ehseh.. =)

Today, Ms Joan, GP tutor, gave back our REVISION test papers. Note that it's revision test papers not progress test papers. We did that test like in 7th July and teacher just gave back today. Cool. I didn't do well in that paper though. All teacher said is do more reading.

Ms Joan : Morgan, Morgan, Morgan, *flips through my paper* you need more reading.
Me : Okay, cher.
Ms Joan : And Morgan, you have beautiful handwriting! If I don't see the name, I won't know it's you. *smiles at me*
Me : Err, thanks.

Now I think back at what she said, "If I don't see the name, I won't know it's you.". What does that actually mean? It seems that there's something behind that sentence. Ah well, I have nice handwriting! =)

Ms Tor : I love to mark Morgan's papers because they're always so neat and organised unlike many others of you.
Me : *smiles, sitting at the back of the room*
Ms Tor : But leh, he always don't hand in his homework one.
Me : -_- Sorry, cher.
Class : *Laughs*

Bah! Kena laugh cause of my laziness again. =(

Was supposed to go watch Dark Knight tonight, but then the time of the show is just not right. Romance movie playing at midnight while action movie plays at dinner time? That's just too wrong. Please la OGDC, have to think of others ma. Couples would want to watch romance movie after a romantic dinner ma. Who would want to watch action movie after dinner? Not ngam ba the feel. So yeah, maybe tomorrow then go watch la. If not I just go buy DVD.

P.S. // I'm still waiting for my GP and Geo progess test papers.

Oath 1

2008-08-15T13:04:00.003+08:00

Oath 1 : Never, N-E-V-E-R, let silly things bring one down. Whenever a problem arise, smile and walk away with head held up high. If it's too much, scream at the top of your lungs!

This is one thing I need to keep in my mind. This OATH thing will keep on increasing as I go through life. Once it's enough, I'll gather them and post them up on my page. =) Certain oaths I make may sound silly but so what? I'm silly~ =D

About my imeem playlist, I'm too lazy to find songs to put in it. But the songs that ARE in there means alot to me. Just listen to the lyrics and you'll know what I mean. If still don't know then find me. xP

Shock and Awe

2008-08-14T20:09:00.006+08:00

Syok and Ohh

I just realised, shockingly, that it's been days I haven't blog and I promised myself to not let my blog gather dust. So yeah, I'm here, sweeping away the dust from corner to corner. I really have nothing to post about, which is not true. I keep telling myself, my life really that boring meh? Nothing to talk about one. Hahaha! =D So this post is going to be full of random stuffs. You may find this to be boring but heck, since when cleaning is fun? Lol.

In the process of vacuuming my blog.

Feeeeeeeeeeeling abit mixed up. Don't really know how I feel. There's this side where I feel sad, emo and all those shit words you can think of and there's this other side where I feel happy, glad and all those happy words you can think of.

Sad side. I don't know la. Just feel like I'm not that 'happening' towards others. Like people tend to move away from me. Geographical term : Urbanization. I just feel that way lo. Same old sickness happen again.

Happy side. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPY! That said it all. =D

In the process of sweeping my blog.

Anyways, enough of me. Oh wait, this is my blog, since when it's not about me? =D I seriously need to start organizing my laptop stuffs. Not those organize files kind of things. I need to get a new antivirus program and re-update my songs. Currently my laptop's songs kosong! So yeah. Now I'm listening to songs from my ipod only with external speakers. xP

My progress test is over now so I kinda have spare time but they're already slowly filled with homeworks. Ahh.. ****! I'm now hoping to see how I did. Did I improve on my studies or not. Maths I definately improved. Already gave back and I know my marks. =D Now waiting Physics, GP and Geo. I think for Geography I need to wait at least one more month. My teacher mark papers really bu tim. So slow.

There are a lot of things I need to do. Let's see...
(1) Blog [What I'm doing now]
(2) Watch Dark Knight. Finally OGDC is showing. God. Maybe this Sat I go. =)
(3) GP Diary Work
(4) Geo Theme 2, Theme 3, Theme 4 files.
(5) Tons of Maths homework haven't hand in.

In the process of mopping my blog.

I think I have alot of things to blog about but as time pass, the things gathered and then the rubbish truck came and emptied my things to blog. Apakan? Dunno what am I talking about. Like I said, this post is full of random stuffs.

Waiting for blog to dry. It's probably dry when you read this.

Seven Deadly Sins

2008-08-10T22:12:00.010+08:00

I think most of you know of the Seven Deadly Sins, right? I did a little research on it just to find out things more. My usual self. Curiousity.

People have always been immoral, shiftless, self-gratifying, good-for-nothing shits. But for ages, humankind struggled to find a conceptual system to operationalize their spiritual shortcomings. The challenge was formidable: the system had to be complex and inclusive enough to implicate a vast range of disgusting behavior, yet simple and memorable enough to inspire guilt in an illiterate peasant.

Hence, the Seven Deadly Sins are born. Pride, Envy, Wrath, Sloth, Avarice, Gluttony, and Lust. These are in the order of increasing seriousness.

PRIDE

What it is: Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

Why you do it: Well-meaning elementary school teachers told you to "believe in yourself."

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be broken on the wheel.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Pride is linked with the horse and the color violet.

ENVY

What it is: Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Why you do it: Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be put in freezing water.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.

WRATH

What it is: Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Why you do it: You're wired for it. Also, the people around you are pretty damn irritating.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be dismembered alive.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Anger is linked with the bear and the color red.

SLOTH

What it is: Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

Why you do it: You're shiftless, lazy, and good fer nuthin'.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be thrown into snake pits.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Sloth is linked with the goat and the color light blue.

AVARICE

What it is: Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

Why you do it: You live in possibly the most pampered, consumerist society since the Roman Empire.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be boiled alive in oil. Bear in mind that it's the finest, most luxurious boiling oil that money can buy, but it's still boiling.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Greed is linked with the frog and the color yellow.

GLUTTONY

What it is: Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Why you do it: Because you were weaned improperly as an infant.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be force-fed rats, toads, and snakes.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Gluttony is linked with the pig and the color orange.

LUST

What it is: Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Why you do it: Oh, please.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be smothered in fire and brimstone. Not kisses.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Lust is linked with the cow and the color blue.

I did the Lust test found on a website. I scored 50%. PASSING MARK ONLY! Oh my God. Am I that sick? Lol. For 50% this is what it said.

50-70
You have befouled the temple of your body with your Lustful ways. Your spouse-swapping, meat-beating, porn-ogling depravity is like a sickness. There is little hope for you unless you renounce your past and start a new life under an assumed identity.

Here is the link if you wanna try. Click me! Beware of your result~

This is Gandhi's version of the Seven Deadly Sins.

Mohandas Karamachand Gandhi, one of the most influential figures in modern social and political activism, considered these traits to be the most spiritually perilous to humanity.

Wealth without Work
Pleasure without Conscience
Science without Humanity
Knowledge without Character
Politics without Principle
Commerce without Morality
Worship without Sacrifice

Anyways, I just find these Seven Deadly Sins to be interesting. There's actually more on the history of the sins but if I post them all here, I think my blog will be like a bible. So yeah. Go search on it if you wanna know more.

To me, I think I'm a little bit of this and a little bit of that, meaning to say I'm a mixture of all the sins. That's bad right? =/ But that's me. As most of you who know me, you might agree that I'm at least 50% more to Pride a.k.a Vanity. Agree? LOL! Hey, Vanity is part of self-appreciation okay.

Here's a pic that I think most of you have seen in illusion pictures.

Picture titled "All is vanity"

Do you see a lady looking at the mirror or do you see a big skull? You can see both. I finally know what's the meaning behind this picture. To put it short, it links Vanity to Death. Meaning to say, Vanity is a sin. No? You figure out.

This ends my survey on Seven Deadly Sins. =D

There's this thought which came up. It seems like it's been quite some time I took pictures of myself. HAHAHA! Vanity~ So yeah..

Feedbacks

2008-08-09T18:15:00.004+08:00

Watched Beijing Olympics 2008 last night. My god, it's awesome!! The coordination was all perfect. Eventhough I slept during the marching, it's still nice. I woke up when the white olympics flag is going around the track. Then continued to watch the whole thing until it ended at like 12++. There's this thing which I remembered, there was an announcement before the march started. The commentator said "Brunei Darussalam is excluded from the olympics this year due to blah blah blah registration." My bro and I was like WoooooooooooW and burst out laughing.

I've been searching the net and this is what I gathered.

"BEIJING -- The International Olympic Committee (IOC) has decided to exclude Brunei Darussalam from the Beijing Olympic Games because no athlete was registered for competition, according to an IOC statement made here on Friday.

"It is a great shame and very sad for the athletes who lose out because of the decision by their team not to register them," said IOC spokeswoman Emmanuelle Moreau.

Brunei had until midday Friday to register its two athletes — 15-year-old swimmer Maria Grace Koh and shot putter Mohammed Yazid Yatimi Yusof — with the International Olympic Committee, but missed the deadline.

The IOC decision meant 204, instead of the initially believed 205, NOCs were to participate in the opening ceremony parade."

And there's an article on Borneo Bulletin saying that Sultan and Prince Mateen went to Beijing to watch the Olympics. Seriously if you just search Brunei Olympics in google, you'll find all sorts of website saying that they're disappointed from everywhere, Thailand, China, Singapore, UK even. Just because some heads of Brunei Olympic Committee, the Beijing Olympics 2008 failed to score a new record. It was said that 205 nations, that is ALL of the members of IOC (International Olympic Committee), was suppose to join Beijing Olympics and because of Brunei, this record wasn't fulfilled. How great yeah? I'm like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO proud to be a yellow-ic holder.

Here are some feedbacks from this.

v. Annoyed Aug 8th, 2008 - 22:19:45
That is so disappointing. The athletes involved must be devastated and all the fault is due to the Brunei Olypmic Committee and their incompetence. My heart goes out to the two young athletes. This would have been such an amazing experience for them and they were denied it due to the incapability of some lazy bureaucrats. I hope the people responsible get some kind of retribution for this gross mistake.

shadow Aug 9th, 2008 - 04:01:44
yes very disappointing indeed!what i would like to know is, why the brunei olympic commitee didn't register?i hope too that some heads will fall.

Sport Fan Aug 9th, 2008 - 10:21:35
it is very ashamed that Brunei didn't send any athlete on this world event, Once every 4 year, Brunei at least can send some body and train them who can compete if plan properly..My challenge to Brunei government through ministry of sport start thinking now. And they must show courage to train brunei athlete to compete at this level..not for medal at least for our pride.

So yeah, as you can see, people are kinda annoyed on this case. At least now we know who were suppose to be participating in the Beijing Olympics in the name of Brunei. Congrats to Maria and Yazid. =)

Welcome to Beijing! 08.08.08

2008-08-08T09:35:00.004+08:00

The MV of Beijing Olympics 2008. A song sang by different singers, actor/actresses and models.

迎接另一个晨曦，带来全新空气。陈天佳
Let' s embrace another morning and enjoy its ever new air.
Ying jie ling yi ge chen xi, dai lai quan xin kong qi.

气息改变情味不变，茶香飘满情谊。刘欢
With the fragrance of tea, it smells different. But it feels great, full of friendship.
Qi xi gai bian qing wei bu bian, cha xiang tiao man qing yi.

我家大门常打开，开放怀抱等你。那英
Our door is always open. We are waiting for you open-armed.
Wo jia da men chang da kai, kai fang huai bao deng ni.

拥抱过就有了默契，你就会爱上这里。孙燕姿-Stefanie Sun
After a big hug, you'll feel close with us. And surely you will love this place.
Yong bao guo jiu you le mo qi, ni jiu hui ai shang zhe li.

不管远近都是客人，请不用客气。孙悦
Our guests, no matter where you come from, please feel at home.
Bu guan yuan jin dou shi ke ren, qing bu yong ke qi.

相约好了在一起，我们欢迎你。王力宏-Wang Lee Hom
We promised to get together here. So welcome!
Xiang yue hao le zai yi qi, wo men huan ying ni.

我家种着万年青，开放每段传奇。韩红
We cultivate Chinese Evergreen in the garden. All the time, it is producing a new legend.
Wo jia zhong zhe wan nian qing, kai fang mei duan chuan qi.

为传统的土壤播种，为你留下回忆。周华健-Emil Chou
In the soil rich in traditions, we plant. Hope everything we plant here leaves you a great experience.
Wei chuan tong de tu rang bo zhong, wei ni liu xia hui yi.

陌生熟悉都是客人，请不用拘礼。梁咏琪
Our guests, no matter we've met before or not, please feel at ease.
Mo sheng shu xi dou shi ke ren, qing bu yong ju li.

第几次来没关系，有太多话题。羽泉
Even if you have been here for many times, you won't feel bored 'cause we have vast new things for you.
Di ji ci lai mei guan xi, you tai duo hua ti.

北京欢迎你，为你开天辟地。成龙-Jackie Chan
Welcome to Beijing; we've done a lot for your visit.
Bei jing huan ying ni, wei ni kai tian bi di.

流动中的魅力，充满着朝气。任贤齐-Richie Ren
Its charm in ever changing is full of life.
Liu dong zhong de mei li, chong man zhe chao qi.

北京欢迎你，在太阳下分享呼吸。蔡依林-Jolin Tsai
Welcome to Beijing; let's breathe together in the sunshine.
Bei jing huan ying ni, zai tai yang xia fen xiang hu xi.

在黄土地刷新成绩！孙楠
Let's establish new records here in China.
Zai huang tu di shua xin cheng ji.

我家大门常打开，开怀容纳天地。周笔畅
Our door is always open. We are open armed, ready to embrace the world.
Wo jia da men chang da kai, kai huai rong na tian di.

岁月绽放青春笑容，迎接这个日期。韦唯
5000-year-old China is flashing a youthful smile, waiting for the day.
Sui yue zhan fang qing chun xiao rong, huan jie zhe ge re qi.

天大地大都是朋友，请不用客气。黄晓明-Huang Xiao Ming
Our guests, no matter where you come from, please feel at home.
Tian da di da dou shi peng you, qing bu yong ke qi.

画意诗意带笑意，只为等待你。韩庚-Hangeng from Super Junior
We paint pictures and write poems to express the joy for your coming.
Hua yi shi yi dai xiao yi, zhi wei deng dai ni.

北京欢迎你，像音乐感动你。汪峰
Welcome to Beijing; like moving music, our hospitality will warm your heart.
Bei jing huan ying ni, xiang ying yue gan dong ni.

让我们都加油去超越自己。莫文蔚-Karen Mok
Let's try to challenge ourselves.
Rang wo men dou jia you qu chao yue zi ji.

北京欢迎你，有梦想谁都了不起。谭晶
Welcome to Beijing; people who have dreams are all bravo.
Bei jing huan ying ni, you meng xiang shei dou liao bu qi.

有勇气就会有奇迹。陈奕迅
If only you keep the courage, miracles will happen.
You yong qi jiu hui you qi ji.

北京欢迎你，为你开天辟地。阎维文
Welcome to Beijing; we've done a lot for your visit.
Bei jing huan ying ni, wei ni kai tian bi di.

流动中的魅力，充满着朝气。戴玉强
Its charm in ever changing is full of life.
Liu dong zhong de mei li, chong man zhe chao qi.

北京欢迎你，在太阳下分享呼吸。王霞, 李双松
Welcome to Beijing; let's breathe together in the sunshine.
Bei jing huan ying ni, zai tai yang xia fen xiang hu xi.

在黄土地刷新成绩！廖昌永
Let's establish new records here in China.
Zai huang tu di shua xin cheng ji.

北京欢迎你，像音乐感动你。林依轮
Welcome to Beijing; like moving music, our hospitality will warm your heart.
Bei jing huan ying ni, xiang ying yue gan dong ni.

让我们都加油去超越自己。张娜拉
Let's try to challenge ourselves.
Rang wo men dou jia you qu chao yue zi ji.

北京欢迎你，有梦想谁都了不起。林俊杰-JJ Lin
Welcome to Beijing; people who have dreams are all bravo.
Bei jing huan ying ni, you meng xiang shei dou liao bu qi.

有勇气就会有奇迹。阿杜-Ah Du
If only you keep the courage, miracles will happen.
You yong qi jiu hui you qi ji.

我家大门常打开，开放怀抱等你。容祖儿-Joey Yung
Our door is always open. We are waiting for you open-armed.
Wo jia da men chang da kai, kai fang huai bao deng ni.

拥抱过就有了默契，你就会爱上这里。李宇春-Chris Li
After a big hug, you'll feel close with us. And surely you will love this place.
Yong bao guo jiu you le mo qi, ni jiu hui ai shang zhe li.

不管远近都是客人，请不用客气。黄大炜-Huang Da Wei
Our guests, no matter where you come from, please feel at home.
Bu guan yuan jin dou shi ke ren, qing bu yong ke qi.

相约好了在一起，我们欢迎你。陈坤-Chen Kun
We promised to get together here. So welcome!
Xiang yue hao le zai yi qi, wo men huan ying ni.

北京欢迎你，为你开天辟地。谢霆锋-Nicholas Tse
Welcome to Beijing; we've done a lot for your visit.
Bei jing huan ying ni, wei ni kai tian bi di.

流动中的魅力，充满着朝气。韩磊
Its charm in ever changing is full of life.
Liu dong zhong de mei li, chong man zhe chao qi.

北京欢迎你，在太阳下分享呼吸。徐若瑄-Vivian Hsu
Welcome to Beijing; let's breathe together in the sunshine.
Bei jing huan ying ni, zai tai yang xia fen xiang hu xi.

在黄土地刷新成绩！费翔
Let's establish new records here in China.
Zai huang tu di shua xin cheng ji.

我家大门常打开，开怀容纳天地。汤灿
Our door is always open. We are open armed, ready to embrace the world.
Wo jia da men chang da kai, kai huai yi rong na tian di.

岁月绽放青春笑容，迎接这个日期。林志玲-Lin Ci Ling, 张梓琳
5000-year-old China is flashing a youthful smile, waiting for the day.
Sui yue zhan fang qing chun xiao rong, huan jie zhe ge re qi.

天大地大都是朋友，请不用客气。张靓颖
Our guests, no matter where you come from, please feel at home.
Tian da di da dou shi peng you, qing bu yong ke qi.

画意诗意带笑意，只为等待你。许茹芸, 伍思凯
We paint pictures and write poems to express the joy for your coming.
Hua yi shi yi dai xiao yi, zhi wei deng dai ni.

北京欢迎你，像音乐感动你。杨坤, 范玮琪-Fan Wei Qi
Welcome to Beijing; like moving music, our hospitality will warm your heart.
Bei jing huan ying ni, xiang ying yue gan dong ni.

让我们都加油去超越自己。游鸿明, 周晓欧
Let's try to challenge ourselves.
Rang wo men dou jia you qu chao yue zi ji.

北京欢迎你，有梦想谁都了不起。沙宝亮, 满文军
Welcome to Beijing; people who have dreams are all bravo.
Bei jing huan ying ni, you meng xiang shei dou liao bu qi.

有勇气就会有奇迹。金海心, 何润东
If only you keep the courage, miracles will happen.
You yong qi jiu hui you qi ji.

北京欢迎你，为你开天辟地。飞儿-FIR, 庞龙
Welcome to Beijing; we've done a lot for your visit.
Bei jing huan ying ni, wei ni kai tian bi di.

流动中的魅力，充满着朝气。吴克群-Kenji Wu, 齐峰
Its charm in ever changing is full of life.
Liu dong zhong de mei li, chong man zhe chao qi.

北京欢迎你，在太阳下分享呼吸。5566, 胡彦斌-Anson Hu
Welcome to Beijing; let's breathe together in the sunshine.
Bei jing huan ying ni, zai tai yang xia fen xiang hu xi.

在黄土地刷新成绩！郑希怡, 刀郎
Let's establish new records here in China.
Zai huang tu di shua xin cheng ji.

北京欢迎你，像音乐感动你。纪敏加, 屠洪刚, 吴彤
Welcome to Beijing; like moving music, our hospitality will warm your heart.
Bei jing huan ying ni, xiang ying yue gan dong ni.

让我们都加油去超越自己。郭容, 刘耕宏, 腾格尔
Let's try to challenge ourselves.
Rang wo men dou jia you qu chao yue zi ji.

北京欢迎你，有梦想谁都了不起。金莎, 苏醒, 韦嘉
Welcome to Beijing; people who have dreams are all bravo.
Bei jing huan ying ni, you meng xiang shei dou liao bu qi.

有勇气就会有奇迹。付丽珊, 黄征, 房祖明
If only you keep the courage, miracles will happen.
You yong qi jiu hui you qi ji.

北京欢迎你，有梦想谁都了不起。
Welcome to Beijing; people who have dreams are all bravo.
Bei jing huan ying ni, you meng xiang shei dou liao bu qi.

有勇气就会有奇迹。
If only you keep the courage, miracles will happen.
You yong qi jiu hui you qi ji.

北京欢迎你，有梦想谁都了不起。
Welcome to Beijing; people who have dreams are all bravo.
Bei jing huan ying ni, you meng xiang shei dou liao bu qi.

有勇气就会有奇迹！
If only you keep the courage, miracles will happen.
You yong qi jiu hui you qi ji

*Standing ovation* Beautifully written!! OMG! Can't find a song that can beat this. Listening to the lyrics made me wanna go to Beijing so badly but nah.. the pollution there kills and I think if I go there, I'll just be lost in the crowd. HAHA!

Crush - David Archuleta

2008-08-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

This is David Archuleta's new single 'Crush'. Haven't hear from the american idol himself yet. =)

Crush - David Archuleta

I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think?
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath?
When I look at you
Are you holding back?
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hanging, spending time girl,
Are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think?
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath?
When I look at you
Are you holding back?
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away, going away

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think?
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Do you catch a breath?
When I look at you
Are you holding back?
Like the way I do
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away, going away

From now I'll just post up songs that are related to how I feel so that I don't need to repeat myself over and over again. Let me do this for the last time. This song really relates to me. Ok done. HAHA! =P

Pictures of 02.08.2008

2008-08-05T21:08:00.009+08:00

Okay, I got hold of the pictures yesterday but when I wanted to post them up, the freaking telbru is so slow that I gave up. Mind you, its 30 mins per 5 photos. So yeah, I'm kinda tired of waiting for it. Thus, continued today. These pics aren't in order, meaning not chronically organised. They're arranged by who's camera I got from.

The monkeys.

Birthday boy.

With his girl.

Making wish while his girl looked on.

The guys.

The girls

Chug chug chug chug!

I'm not drunk.

Tiong drink drink!

Cannot liao ah!

Hung singing. =D

My turn cannot liao ah!

Minna and the boy.

Hung: I feel good!

The guys again.

Ming Yang making use of the controller.

It's dark then btw. So yeah.

Apalar ada spoiler.

Stewie singing.

Ming Yang shi ji feel yi sia lo.

The guys again.

The girls again.

I'm the only one there. The others are camouflauged.

The couple.

Caught in scandal! On the same bed!

Hung Yi papa.

Hui Yi cannot liao ah!

Tiong's turn.

My god!!! Gali dao..

Monday Blues!

2008-08-04T20:21:00.003+08:00

TODAY is just full of words.

First of all, I slept late last night cause I was doing my GP presentation powerpoint. Then thought I can be able to edit a little more in school today during PS. But guess what? I went to school to find out that we're having general assembly in the hall, which means it's gonna be a long assembly. So heck, we haven't got these kinds of assembly in a long time. So nevermind lo. Went in to the hall, teachers giving speeches and prizes. There's this one thing that I don't like, they have A LOT medals to give out and the people that are called up to stage to take the medals walked SO SLOW!! Omg. Take medal only ma no need so bergaya one. You may think that I'm jealous, but whatever la, you still got scolded in the end. So no biggie =D

Anyways, Mr Cheong, our principal, briefed us on the academic perfomance of Pre-U1's (us). He said that this batch (my batch) is the worst of all SMSA years. For Christ's sake, in Perdana, my year is also the worst batch. There must be some connection here. Ah, who cares.. Teachers are all the same. Thought they know what they're thinking is right. I don't want to say much about them la. Malas. Later Mr Cheong say about putting up negative stuffs of SMSA on the net again.

This morning he said something about us putting up negative infos into the net. For example, a video of a boy who partied and got drunk was posted up in youtube with the title SMSA. So yeah, they're kinda mad at that. But, it's not the boy's fault that that video is posted in youtube. It's not him who requested it. He's a teenager for Christ's sake! Every teenager has the right to party around. I really feel bad for the boy, I know who he is, one of my friend. I'm not gonna point fingers here but it's the title that messed up the whole thing. Why put the school's name in the title? Gosh.

There's another thing that Mr Cheong said, he said that we (the Pre-U1's) are not putting effort into our studies and that we're acting as though we're having our honeymoon year. Well, maybe some of the students are but I'm not! Like Mr Bharat says "One rotten apple spoils the whole bucket." He also said that if anyone of us has not got the potential to try to work hard, please go to the registration office and get a copy of leaving certificate. What a shock to hear it from the principal himself, who has been on leave for long periods of time.

So that was a long lecture, 2 hours. My PS gone. After that, GP class. Presentation. Teacher said we're reading from the script. We have to not read from the papers. Half the class is asleep. Well, my views? Sorry that my other setmates find GP classes to be sooooo boring. Geo.. Sigh Geography.. Geo Geo Geo Geo Geo. Went in class, teacher 10 minutes late, as usual, this is consider not late for her compare to the other times, 55 mins late, etc. So we kena lecture again. Keep on review what the principal said. Like balik balik repeating this morning. Tomoro got Geo progress test. In the afternoon, Physics was the best like every other day.

Like mentioned, Geo progress test tomoro, I have to study! Can't fail this time. Geo's results are the worst in school now. Let's hope I don't go and watch tv like what I did just now. >.<" Since this blog is so wordy.. I'll just put up some random pictures.

Laugh all you want. I'm here for laughters! =D

P.S. // I do not care if what I mentioned is consider as a negative thing about my school. It's my blog. My rights. Got problem? Contact me.

What a night!

2008-08-03T11:42:00.011+08:00

Last night, Saturday 02-08-08, Jason celebrated his advance birthday (real birthday 08-08-08) party in his house. It was a fun night! Extraordinary! I love it! xP I'm sure everyone enjoyed it too. Thanks Jason! =D I went there around 8 like that to find most of them already there. So yeah, we ate then we talked and talked. Warm-ing up by singing. HAHAHA! After that we're called out from the room to participate in a kind of lucky draw thingy where you pick a crumpled paper from a bottle and checks if its a tick or cross. If its a tick, you get a present from the birthday boy. xP Anyways, enough of that since I got a CROSS! So did Jun and Nigel. xP We 3 got X-ed! =( So.. back to singing. xP Here are some pics I took with my phone while singing. xP

Ming Yang (the DJ) in white.

Jeremy and Alicia

[U-18 CLOSE EYES!] Pei Fen and Jan

Boo Wei and Hung playing football.

Jan with a monkey hanged on her neck.

Nigel Hong.

Steuart caught in action

Nigel, Hung, Jan

You know who

Nigel

Picture says: Hung's leaving and Jan's sad

Ada posing~

I don't know why I took this pic. It's just a piece of used tissue paper.

Watch where the leg is going.

Alex

Again with the leg. xP

So after that, Hung Yi's dad caught us not drinking in the room. He dragged us one by one out to drink! He told Ah Long to make me one concoction. It was too thick so I drank half and gave the rest to Jan who said she didn't want to drink that night. HAHAH! And lookie here, she drank. After that I went out to put the glass on the table. Few secs later, the glass was shoved back to my hand and it was full again. =.=! So I got no choice but to drink it. Hahaha. Jan got addicted to the half cup of vodka I gave her and she kept on drinking after that. xP I don't know how much I drank but I know I was really red. Alicia kept on calling me REDFACE! Hahahaha. Well, it's true. I went to toilet and saw myself in the mirror. "WA! Babboon's ass also lose ah!" Lol.

*MISSING PIECE OF INFORMATION TO BE ADDED ON WITH PICTURES*

Here's the ending of the party. Tiong, Hui Yi and Jun were drunk. All of them vomitted. xP For the others, half drunk only. So yeah. Look how wasted Jun was.

Ending pic.

I'll post up the rest of the post soon and inform you guys after I got the pics from Minna, Hoong Wei and Jason. Oh and there's a video too. So, DONT TOUCH THE REMOTE! =D

I was beach'ed.

2008-07-31T19:16:00.004+08:00

Just got back from beach. In case you don't know, I live by the beach so yeah, the beach is near. I went there to jog. xP I rather jog on the beach than on the roadside. Why? You figure out yourself. =D Before I go to the beach, I wore my sports shoes, duh. But it's not just any sport shoes, it's a pair of SIGNED sport shoes by Jan. xP

If you can't read what it says, here it is. It reads :

Mo² ^..^" 我会成功 !! *Signed Jan*

She wrote that during the 3 days class we attended in Bandar. Aww Jan.. Hahaha. Ty for that. Made me smile before I stepped out my door.

Anyways so I went to the beach NOT alone. I had my ipod with me. So I'm accompanied by Yang Zhong Wei, Cao Ge, Wu Zhong Ming and others. =) I jogged my way while listening to them sing. The first thing I noticed when I step on the beach is that the tide was sooooo low!!! Its like 50m below average! Neways, not my prob. Just jog. Not alot of people was there. By the time I was making my journey back home, there was practically no one on the beach except me so I SANG my way home loudly. HAHA! Sorry little shell-beings. Before entering the tiny forest hole back to my home, I shouted real loud to the sea.

我会成功 ! !

So yeah, I felt really good after that. It's been quite some time I wanted to do that. Another mission accomplished. But I wanna do that with a bunch of my friends together. You hear now people. =D

Seria Day

2008-07-30T13:35:00.001+08:00

I dunno why I posted this pic but yeah, I like it. Hahaha.

Yesterday, Tuesday 29th July 2008, we (Me, Jan, Hung, Jia Yun) watched Wanted with two more random people whom we don't know in OGDC. We watched the 5pm show cause its the only time they're showing Wanted. So yeah. Its a nice movie! Awesome. Love it.

Jia Yun : Wa.. I come here first time got fountain!

Smoking Area to the left.

Look what's to the left too. =.=!

Smoking is banned, OGDC have to do something about that sign.

Waaa!! Sakai~

After we watched Wanted, we went to Jolibee to eat dinner and Jia Yun went home. Jun joined us awhile later. We goofed around then walked back to OGDC to watch Hancock at 845~ xP where Jason, Pei Fen, Adnand, Heidi, Alicia and Jeremy joined us. Ming Yang was there too. So yeah.. Hancock was kinda boring but the story line is good. Then yeah. Home.

P.S. // Sorry if my blog's getting boring, got nothing to post up. xP

...shh...

2008-07-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

Got a secret

Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it

But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?

They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

I have something I want to tell you, but
you have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is…. Dead.

One word.

2008-07-28T21:22:00.001+08:00

P I S S E D

Signed off, 28th July 2008 2123 hours

Dragged

2008-07-27T17:37:00.002+08:00

This Is Me - Demi Lovato

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say

But I have this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light
shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe
In myself, it's the only way

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light
Shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singin'
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the missin' piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed
To be now
Gonna let the light
shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be

This is me... This is me..

Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me...

I really like this song alot! And I mean it. ALOT! Hahaha. Been listening to it for days. It kinda relates to me in some way. Oh wait, let me rephrase. It relates to me totally! =D It really made me think alot. That I need to do alot of stuffs. Most importantly, I need to come clean.

Anyways, today is just dragging by so slowly. At home so sien la!! Ngang at home nia. Zzz. Can't wait till I drive eh. So many things I can do by then. Sigh. One more year? Ah duiii!!!!

Got em'!

2008-07-26T12:29:00.011+08:00

I got the pics from Leng already. Thank you camera girl~ =P

Why you take my food?!

Cannot fit in mouth. xP

Wei ah.. Why so slow one oh the food?

Jan wait till pengsan liao. Hahaha.

Sour also the tomato.

Ada act cute.

Eat nia la.

Leng's famous 'zhen de ma?' look. HAHA

O.O

Take also dont want to take us.

Now this is better. xP

Cheese~

HAHAHA Sorry ateh. xP

Jan, dont gali can?

Suck it up friend.

Leng: A star?

Jan: Where?

Leng: There ba..

Jan: Where oh?????

Leng: There!! *points*

Jan: WHERE?!?!

This is what Leng and Jan were looking at. LOL

Jan not sporting eh.

Remember that tahi lalat.

Like ano fish oh.

Wa that Kim Fui. Keep wan hide his face.

Singles night out

2008-07-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

Zodiac Signs

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition.. Get what they Want.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)

Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional.Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique.Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)

Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)

Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic.Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20)

Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not.Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty.. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)

Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic.Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken.. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)

Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring..Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)

Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy.. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)

Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)

Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

Very energetic. Intelligent.. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking.. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). In dulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious.Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

I find this article kinda true no? Well at least 90% of it is true. =) I just got back from excapade not long ago. Went there with Jun, Jan and Leng. Yup its only the four of us. We made a deal that all of us must wear black or white or both. So we all reached there in black! =) It's the first time I went to the new extended Excapade. Kinda nice eh. Bigger and more comfy but the place we sat was abit too cold. We ordered alot of food. Some which came and we wondered who's one was it. Ended up its mine but I dont recall calling it cause I simply point on the menu and ordered. xP We were all stuffed when we finished our dinner from 7 till 9.30 =D Long eh? Took some pictures and then HEARD Kim Fui's laughter. So we called his name. Please don't call us barbaric cause there's practically no one else there, just the two tables of us. Hahaha. He came and borrowed us his Privilage card. 10% off! Yay. Thanks Fui. If not we have to pay $10 extra. With some basic maths, you can work out how much is our bill. =D

When I reached home, something happened that really turned my happy day to a sad day, or should I say, made me pissed off. I don't wanna talk about it here. Just talked it through with Jun and now feel kinda better. Thanks Jun. This is what bros are for he says. =) Sorry if I made you feel bad kay? Hope you understand that they'll all unintentional. Really sorry for me and my bad mouth. =) I'll try to filter out some things before they come out from my mouth aight?

P.S. // I'll post up the pictures as soon as Leng send them to me. =)

Complete stranger to a friend

2008-07-25T10:42:00.003+08:00

Here's a clear pic of how red I am going to be when I drink =P Hahahaa..

Last night I went to Fratini's with my family for a dinner I suggested. =) Yummy. Hahaha. I love the stuffed mushrooms and calamari rings. They're awesome! After that I went to the night market to find Jun they all. We stayed there till around 1am? LOL! I know right.. SO LATE! It closes like at 10-ish. Anyways we were there talking to this uncle selling the painting moulds. He's a fun guy really. Talks about this and that. Anyways, while we were talking to him, we drew all sorts of things on the newspaper there.

LOOK HOW ARTISTIC I AM!! =) I love that last pic for some reason. Hahaha. After that we helped the uncle clean up. So don't worry about us messing around with his stuffs. xP The uncle told us that, he's staying over night at the night market O.O! IN HIS CAR! omg.. =x Too bad cause he's living in Bandar de. Just come down to have some fun with the painting moulds. Nice guy nice guy.. Hahaha. Thanks Uncle for making my night. ;) Will see you soon.

Gigi cantik, senyuman manis.

2008-07-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

You guys remember this? Well, mostly KB-ians. Don't know other districts they have this or not. xP Anyways I saw this sticker pasted on Jun's car window while on the way home. It just made me smile while waves of memories came rushing into me. It's the sticker given to students when they had thier teeth checked. I still remember Chung Hua's dentist (don't know whether now she's still there or not). She had a mole on her face. A big one too. =P When I had my teeth checked, I remember I either hummed to myself or tap my fingers on the chair. Then the dentist will call me to shut up. HAHA! Anyways, just memories. =D

Add-On

2008-07-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

Additional pics on the steamboat dinner and Ah Kai's party.

This one is when Jun pressed me down on the sofa which later on I knocked his head with him and he's seeing stars.

These are all from Ah Kai's party.

Morale

2008-07-22T21:40:00.004+08:00

Here's a rainbow I saw the other day just outside my house. It was huge and clear so I took a picture of it. =) That day was a gloomy day for me, kinda stressed out but after I saw the rainbow, it made me smile. I just love looking at rainbows. Sakai eh~ HAHAHA!

This is how much we drank in Ah Kai's birthday party. =D

Since the week started, I've been really stressed out. Maybe its cause of the 3 days school break and parties I had before the start of week. Its really really tiring!! Can't seem to wake up in the morning, been slacking alot lah. I don't want to slack okay.. It's just that I'm too bored of school stuffs and the only reason I go to school is because of my friends there whom I can talk to and have fun with. =) I'm currently owing school works for Maths and Geography. TONS OF THEM! And now I have another presentation to work on for GP. GP okay la.. At least we have work from time to time and it's fun also. But Geo, sigh malas la. I know I can't slack! Reasons?

Once you slack, you'll want more. I've been there in my secondary years and I don't wanna repeat em.

I can't afford to slack due to mass disappointments in my family and friends.

I have tons of work to do instead of slack!!

I've been doing the topic Education in GP classes lately and they talk about this moral studies part which I liked alot. I mean yeah.. They're awesome and makes readers learn alot. Then I read the moral stories in Minna's blog, they're great really. Do take your time and go over to Minna's blog and read em. =) Moral studies are also found in movies and well mainly books. So those who doesnt read and watch tv's, they're kinda erm, lacking in some way. xP Well I think you know who you are. Read stories and watch movies!

This is something I read in Jan's blog that we (Jan, Hung, Jason, Terrence, Me) learnt in the class we attended in the holidays.

对别人好的时候, 不要奢求别人也对你好, 因为这世界没有人有义务对你好

When you treat others nice, don't expect them to treat you the same as you treated them because in this world, there's no one who have the need to treat you nice.

Sorry thats my own translation. Don't know if it makes sense or not but yeah thats it.

I've been thinking of writing a story, but you know me.. S-L-A-C-K-E-R. So I probably won't finish this story after all. Oh well, just have to wait and see yeah? Stick on for updates ;)

P.S. // Slowly hating the format of this posting page. Lol. Messy la..

Happy Birthday Hoong Wei!

2008-07-20T15:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night 19th July 2008 at Ah Kai's place was a blast! =D We, well at least I, had a lot of fun. xP Reached home only at 4.xx am. Hmm.. I drank kinda little? I think. Hhaha.. I got drunk but not those vomit drunk kind of drunk. Just tipsy kind of drunk. If you get what I mean. Alicia got pretty drunk. She vomitted alot. But thank god I didnt saw she vomit. Jack also got drunk. I think its kinda my fault that they got drunk cause I've been mixing thier drinks. HAHAHA! =) Anyways, I was the reddest red-faced person in the house last night. I looked like I've been to Sahara Desert for a month! Hahaha.. But I had fun, that's all that matters right? =D Didnt get to take a lot of pics though. There's only a few pics taken but its all in Heidi's and Jan's phone I think.. Oh yeah and someone's cam. xP Just be patient till I get hold of those pics and you'll know how red I am. HHAHA! =P Neways, thats it about last night. F-U-N!

There's this thing about my Geo teacher that I hate a lot!! She's OMG! Very fucking ARGH!!!!!!! Dunno how to say her.. From my love to Geo, she made it the most boring-est subject I ever took! Jeez.. I despise her teaching skills that much that I'm practically speechless.. Now that Leng's gone for good from SMSA, no one can accompany me to escape that devil's class. That is IF the devil herself took the time to attend the class. Seriously 50% of the Geography lessons I had, she was no where to be seen and you know what reason she gave? She's giving us time to do our own notes as if we know what to do. LIKE WTF! She didnt even teach us yet! All she do is go in class.. Talk some bullshit and give us pages in what books and do our notes ourselves. As if we know everything. I know I know, she said if we dont understand we can go to her.. But whenever you go to her and ask her, she'll say "Have you read this book? Have you read that book? Have you searched the internet? Have you discussed with your classmates? Have you discussed with other sets?" DEAR LORD!! YOU'RE MY TEACHER!! CANT YOU JUST GIVE A STRAIGHT ANSWER AND GET TO THE POINT??!?! I've been comparing our notes with the other tutor's students' notes, to be honest, it's like Heaven and Hell. Thank you teacher, you made my Geography subject a living hell.

P.S. // Thanks Ah Kai for last night. =D

17th July 2008

2008-07-18T18:46:00.016+08:00

Here are the pics I promised.. =D

I dunno what was I doing. Hahaha

Ah Leng looked so serious.

Jan: Everyone look here!! (No one cared)

Jan: OI! EVERYONE LOOK HERE! (Some did care)

I'm sorry I don't know how to smile.

I know you know..

The couple that sat there for 3 hours and more..

My super mommy!!

007 BANG!

Super mommy to the rescue!!

Woo.. Who's that? xP

Max: Ano bayan??

Ting: Take again!! I wasnt ready!!

Sorry Leng. Ako walang na photoshop.

Jan and Leng were comparing feet.

Jan's and Jun's. Cousinly love? Aww.

Mo: Leon! Pose!

Leng: He's the only one who poses to the cam.

Jun feeding Alex. Lol

HAHAHAHA!

Eat leg la Jun

Light bulb anyone?

You go Lemon!

Waddup?

Hamster was quiet.

We wonder what they are looking at.. Tsk tsk tsk..

Leng: Cam? Batt? Ada?

Like I said.. They sat there for hours..

A picture speaks a thousand words.

Playing cards.

Glen lost so... PULL LEG HAIRS!!

Here are the pics taken on the night we had our steamboat using my laptop's cam.. =) We are ka-ray-zeee!!!

I like this pic alot =P

Jeremy Fong!!

Awww..

Dear God.. The stripping of Bernard starts.

No more pics from laptop cam due to the shock and awe when everyone saw Bernard's undies..

=D

2008-07-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

Everyone left, except my few cousins.. Great time I had. I dunno bout you guys but I had a great time. I let my mind be where it wanna be. =) Happy.. Took tons of pics but they're with Leng.. Her cam.. I'll take all of em from her IF she dont delete the pics la.. Hahaha.. I dunno what to say already.. Tonight was just fun. =) But sayang Nigel, Ah Kai, Cacing, Ming Yang not here.. Hmm.. Nvm. =) still got next time..

Sudden drop..

2008-07-17T18:33:00.003+08:00

An hour left till my friends come over to my place for the steamboat and I just happen to look through the pics. WHY? Why do I have to see the pics? Now I feel a sudden drop in my heart. How I wish I didn't let you go.. How I wish I did the right thing that time.. How I wish I was there for you.. How I wish I could just hold you tight in my arms and hold your hands again.. The moment we've spent together.. The time of us was cut short.. How I wish we just had enough time.. Twice.. It happened twice where you came close to me and I backed out for dont-know-what-the-fuck reason.. I regretted on that same day.. Three times.. We did something only you-me know about three times.. The smile on your face.. The laughter.. The warmth.. The touch.. The company.. The okay-ness of everything with you.. The sound of you saying my name.. Talking with me through the day.. Staying awake for me.. Even without saying anything.. Just lying down on my bed hearing the sound of your breath through the line.. Knowing that you're still there.. Safe and sound.. Waiting for the time we can meet again..

I still remember the date we first met.. Eventhough we've known each other on the net for quite sometime but just didnt get the chance to meet each other.. The place.. Only both of us separated from the group.. The first night.. First lunch.. First ... everything.......... For 3 solid weeks I wasnt at home.. I was there with you.. Thinking back of the time I need to go back.. How hard it was.. Thinking that I can't see you for sometime....

I know I should let go but HOW CAN I when its embedded onto the veins of my brain? This is what I'm afraid of after the 'fiasco' happened where friends betrayed friends.. Tears are running down my face.. I CAN'T FUCKING LET GO! GOD DAMMIT!

I'm sorry to those who are my friends now, I can't tell you all what happened.. I'm really sorry.. Things may be a total disaster when I tell you all what happened okay? I like the way things are now, where we joked around, laughed together, talk nonsense, gossip about people, just.. being there for each other.. Things are just too awesome now.. I can't risk it by telling you guys about the truth.. I'm sorry but please let me be alright? At least for now.. I'll tell when I can handle it myself..

Thank you mommy and koko for preparing tonight.. I'll do my best to not disappoint you all.. I love you guys.. Just wait.. I won't disappoint myself..

Please

2008-07-16T22:12:00.002+08:00

God.. Please make it happen.. I'll work hard for anything I promise. If you can just make it happen.

Thank you.

Itchy Fingers

2008-07-16T18:21:00.004+08:00

TODAYYYYYYY....

TODAY what happened? I also don't know. =) Just suddenly wanna type type type so yeah, type type type is what im doing right now.

TODAY is kind of a special day. It's silly really but heck, who's Morgan without his sillyness? As I was saying, today is a special day cause for the first time in 6 months, it rained when I went home from school. HAHAHA! Really, it's something nice. I think?

TODAY Leng is really bery ano paking stoopid ah. She got a erm.. 'chang' on her inner thigh so she walks very slow, constantly wailing of pain, pinching, hitting, punching me for no particular reason and SHE MADE ME A COMB! She was playing with the scissors and cutting up papers for God knows what reason.

So after that I decided to take away the scissors from her in case of any serious injuries she might have planned in her evil mind of 'punchinghittingpinchingme'. She ended up calling people names.

Cacing = Worm

Kenneth = Ke yi (Ken), Sharp (Jian)

Jun = Jeans

Okay don't ask me for others that she mentioned. I can't stop laughing at that time so I don't remember them. I know there's 3 people walking past, she called them double O seven cause thier names ended with Zero, Zero and Seven. Lol. Anyways, that's about it.

Me and Leng decided to skip Geo class today but then, it ended up teacher didnt go in class also. Hahaha. So we're considered not escaping. How great! =)

P.S. // I was gonna post something about Jun but then he told me not to, so what are brothers for? I won't post la. Later he cry. xP

Questionaires as promised!

2008-07-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

I know this is kinda lame but I'm bored. So why bother? Just read if you wanna know me better =)

1. Real name:

` Morgan Wee Kok Yen

2. Nicknames:

` mo, ah mo, didi, ah yen, momo.

3. Married:

` nope

4. Zodiac sign:

` Aeris

5. Male or female:

` male

6. Grade School:

` CHMS

7. Highschool:

` SMPW

8. College:

` SMSA

9. Residence:

` KB

10. Hair color:

` brownish black

12. Smoke:

` no

13. Drink:

` abit

14. Available:

` yeah but dont try..

15. Are you a health freak:

` nope

16. Height:

` 160

17. Do you have a crush on someone?

` yes

18. Do you like yourself:

` at certain times

19. Piercings:

` none but needing em

20. Tattoos:

` nope

21. Righty or lefty?

` righty

FIRSTS:

22. First surgery?

` nope.. i think

23. First piercing:

` none like i said

24. First best friend/s:

` the first person i saw in ABC school.

25. First award:

` dunno leh.. cant remember..

27. First pet:

` puppy..

28. First vacation:

` labuan..

29. First concert:

` micheal jackson

30. First crush:

` =)

CURRENTLY:

49. Eating:

` nothing

50. Drinking:

` nothing

51.about to:

` go for dinner.. steamboat~

53. Listening to:

` jay chou..

54. Favourite Food:

` not choosy.. taste good then okay

55. Drinks:

` same a above ^^

56. Colors:

` orange

57. Numbers

` 3

59. Want to get married:

` not now

60. Careers in mind:

` still blurry

YOU PREFER:

68. Lips or eyes:

` eyes

69. Hugs or kisses:

` hugs

70. Shorter or taller:

` same or slight different.. doesnt matter

72. Romantic or spontaneous:

` Romantic ...

73. Nice stomach or nice arms:

` nice overall

74 . Sensitive or loud:

` different at times

75 . Hook-up or relationship:

` relationship

77 . Trouble maker or hesitant:

` hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger:

` nope

79. Drank bubbles:

` yeah from teh tarik ones. haha

80. Lost glasses/contacts:

` yeah..

81. Ran away from home:

` nope

82. Liked someone younger:

` yeap

84 Broken someone's heart:

` yes

85. Been arrested:

` nope

86. Turned some one down:

` yeah kinda a lot

87. Cried when someone died:

` yes

88. Liked a friend:

` yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. In yourself

` sometimes

90. Miracles:

` erm.. i think i do

94. Sex on the first date:

` nope.. definitely not in Brunei..

95. the more you hate, the more youlove:

` nope

96. In angels.

` yeap

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

97. Is there one person you want tobe with you right now?

` YES

98 . Had more than oneboyfriend/girlfriend at one time?

` no

This is the second one..

Can you answer 50 questions about your 2nd featured friend?

1.What's his/her full name?

`Nigel Hong Boo Liang

2. Does she/he has a bf/gf?

`No, I don't think so. If yes then he's keeping it from me! Lol

3. Do you know a secret about HER/HIM?

`Yeah. ;)

4. How old is the person?

`Coming 18 in Nov

5. Has he/she ever cooked for you?

`Nope. He so malas, cook for himself also dunno want or not. (Hahah, sorry Nigel)

6. Is this person older than you?

`Yeap..

8. When was the last time you thought of this person?

`Everyday see him in school also la.. =)

9. Are you related to this person?

`Close friends a.k.a brothers ;)

11. Do you have a nickname for each other?

`Erm, nicknames known by others count?

13. How many times do you talk to thisperson in a week?

`Everyday lo. No talk also got chat.

14.Do you think he/she will repost this?

`Won't de..

15. Could you live with this person?

`Don't know wo. Can kua. Can ka? HAHA

16. Why is this person your number two?

`Cause he's not number one. (Someone forced her way to number 1, HAHAHA)

17. Have you seen this person cry?

`Nope.. Waiting for that day.

18. How long have you known this person?

`Let's see.. First saw him 5 months ago. Known him 3 months ago.

19. Have you ever been to the beach with this person?

`Nope. That time Dumpling Festival he put me aeroplane.

20. Have you ever had a sleepover with him/her?

`Nope.

21.If you ever moved away would you miss this person?

`Will ehh~~~ ;;

22. Have you ever given this person something?

`Got.. Gula-gula count ka? HAHAHA!

23. Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?

`I don't think I never done anything stupid with anyone. I'm always doing stupid stuffs. =)

24. Do you know everything about this person?

`Nope. He so 'quiet', won't tell me one. Beg also no use. Pfft!

25. Have you ever made something with this person?

`Ehhhhhh??? MAKE WHAT EXACTLY?!

26. Have you fought before?

`Nope. Not physically anyways.

27. Have you and this person got into a beach?

`... Isn't this answered?

28. Does this person have a scar?

`Scar I dunno.. Tahi Lalat I know got. ;;

29. Is he/she on drugs?

`Are you?

30. Do you know this person's shoe size?

`Bout same as mine. (I dunno my shoe size exactly)

31. Have you ever worn this person's clothes?

`Nope.. Later I break his clothes. HAHAHAHA

32. Have you and this person made up a hand shake?

`Nope..

33. Has this person ever seen you dance?

`Do I dance?

34. Have you ever heard this person sing?

`Got! As much as he want to deny it but yes I ever hear. =D

35. Do you know this persons friendster password?

`Nope

36. Do you know this persons best friend?

`He kinda doesnt tell me about this stuffs which I dunno why. Hahaha.. (Wui.. When tell me?)

37. Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?

`Nope..

38. Does this person cry a lot?

`Last time la. Now less. Or so he says.

39. Have you and this person went clubbing?

`Nupe~

40. Do you know how to make this person feel happy?

`Yess... But I don't think he like to show if he's unhappy.

41. Do you and this person talk a lot?

`Can say like that kua. Catching up wa. Know not that long only.

42. Are you happy with this person?

`Happy ehh~ ;;

43. Has this person yelled at you?

`Got. Cause I annoyed him too much. HAHA

44. Do you love this person?

`Eyppp!!

45. Do you want to be with him/her forever?

`Kawan kawan la..

After that I lazy find questionaires already. =)

Bandar~ =D

2008-07-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

Finally decided to blog about what happened yesterday. Sunday. I need to wake up at like 7.30 in the morning to get ready to go up Bandar. I was in a hurry and was feeling grumpy whole morning ie. before we leave for Seria. I ended up looking like I just woke up as Pei Fen said when I entered the car. Hahaha. Anyways, we (Me, Jan, Pei Fen and Terrence) went to Seria to meet up with Hung Yi and Jason. Then Jason's mum brought up to Bandar.

During the ride, Jason gave Pei Fen a sun shade, the big big one, which she didnt know how to put up. Hahaha. So Jason told her how to then she said "Oh.. No wonder you know Maths and I don't." We were like ..... =.="'?? Lol.. Till now I can't relate Maths with putting up a sun shade.

I also saw a sign when we're in somewhere near Sungai Liang. There's a korean language school there. I didnt know there exist such school in Belait. Haha. Nothing much happened already. The day just went by. I'll just list out the things we did.

1. Went to Richard's (Jason's cousin) house. His mum got something to do there.

2. Went to I Lotus, which is the main thing we went up to Bandar for. The gathering of the class I attended during the holiday was held there. The food there was okay, just plain lah. Normal food that you can eat anywhere. We practically went crazy there. Made bikinis from the whats-that-thing-called. I think you know what, apparently I forgot the name of that cloth. Well, its just fun la.

3. Went to Manggis Hua Ho. Was gonna go find Auntie Kathy but the people at her saloon told us that she went overseas. Aww.. Was planning to take photo and hug her one, but nevermind la.. Still got time. =) Since she's not around, we went window shopping. I ended up with a pack of candy, a 1 step pregnancy test which I bought for Jan and a box of Baby Bites which tastes kinda good. Hahaha

4. Went to Mall to watch Hellboy II, The Golden Army. Before the show start, we went window shopping again and went to Swensen's to fill our time. Did something silly there. Added salt to my ice-cream and gave to Jan which she ate and puked. HAHAHA! Sorry. After that then we went to the cinema. The movie was okay. The starting part kinda boring tho. I slept abit. =x The ending was a blast!

5. Went for dinner and headed to Seria and Terrence's mum brought us back to KB. End of my day.

So I think this is it for now. I wanted to post the questionaires I took just now but didnt have the time to cause my mum's waiting for me to bring me to Jun's house. So yeah, I'll just do it later when I get home.

Stay linked~ =D

[Credits to Mich, the what-so-ever cloth is called napkin.]

Photo Session

2008-07-12T23:52:00.009+08:00

The cup.

I personally think this kinds of trophy is much more better than the cup kinds. This one is small and nice. On the other hand, the cup types are big and spacey. It'll normally end up as a vase or ash tray. =\

The warming up sessions.

My da xiao jie disrupting the warm up session!

Now the shooting sessions.

Just a peek at how the opponents' are doing. =P

These pics are all taken during warm up.

----TIME LAPSE----

Whole match dunno why no pictures.. HAHA!

After the match. "Don't shoot me! Shoot my ass instead!"

The orang-orangs giving off medals and taking photos.

SMSA Group A

Outside the hospital waiting for His and Her Majesties. (Just Kidding)

Don't take it away!!

The complete SMSA team at the hospital.

Alex injured.

The peeps at hospital 'luan'.

Isn't this just the greatest ending pic? HAHAHAH!

P.S. // Sorry bout the paragraphing format what-so-ever thing. Haven't got used to using blog. xP Just deal with it.