Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
Keeping my mouth shut
1.The person who tagged you is?
.x Mann Mann , Michelle Chu , Dom
2.Your relationship with him/her?
.x Friends.
3.Your 5 impressions of them
.x Tall, quiet but, lame, likes to _|_ (Mann), outgoing, helpful, friendly
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
.x Mann - First time see me already see me in my sleeping clothes and specs. -.-
Michelle - She treated Alex's shoulder during the basketball match when it got dislocated.
Dom - Can't remember.
5.The most memorable thing they had said to you.
.x Mann - Nung.
Michelle - Erm.. Dunno wo.
Dom - Never really talked.. Hahaha
6.If they become ur lover, you will?
.x Mann - HAHAHAHAHA! -look up at her- LOL!
Michelle - Dont think that'll happen lo.
Dom - ...............
7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
.x Mann - Cut off her leg bones and put into mine. =)
Michelle - Don't know her that well to improve anything.
Dom - There's no IF and no WHEN.
8.If he/she become your enemy, you will?
.x Mann - Enemy lo. Rude words flying around, gestures, bombs, guns, and secret weapons.
Michelle - :( :(
Dom - _|_ at him. LOL
9. If he/she dies, you will?
.x Mann - I will have one friend less to say bad words at me. =D
Michelle - Go to her funeral.
Dom - Go to his funeral.
10.What is it you want to tell for them now?
.x Mann - Next time see me, you better wish I'm not in my sleeping clothes and specs.
Michelle - Good luck in your exams!
Dom - Good luck in your dance?
11.Your overall impression of them is?
.x Fun-ny
12.How do u think ppl around you will feel around you?
.x When they're around me, they'll feel that I'm around them. Wtf?
13.The characters you love of yourself are?
.x Hahahaha. Every bit of me is ME.
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
.x Refer to question 13.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
.x Don't know eh.
16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
.x Tell me if you care. Tell me if you like me. Also tell me otherwise. Thanks.
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
* Note : This is randomly placed.
2. Nigel Hong
3. Leng Leng Choo (the orang gonna turn 18 soon)
4. Michelle Lee
5. Alicia Jane
6. Minna
7. Michelle Chu
8. Michelle Yang
9. Pei Shi
10. Mann Mann (Can ka?)
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
.x She single and available. Date her! HAHAHA!
19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
.x Female
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
.x I really don't think so.
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
.x Biology Physics Maths
22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
.x Just just now. Talk about kapit kapit. ;)
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like
.x Those good looking boy-bands.
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
.x Yes. One little sister and one younger brother.
25. Will you woo no. 3?
.x Her boypren is so gonna kill me.
26. How about 7?
.x Don't know her that well. =)
27. Is no. 4 single?
.x Yes. I also know that she's in a relationship with B&J.
28. What is the surname of no. 5?
.x Not sure eh. Her name so long. Alicia Jane Siu Lee Sun correct? Dont know which one is surname. HAHAHA
29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
.x Wa! This one I know! Her hobby is 3S. Sleep, Slack and go Siao. =D
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
.x Erm... Friends lo.
31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
.x SMSA with me! Set 1 Physics Set 2 PS Set 3 Bio Set 4 Maths Set 5 English
32. Talk about something for no. 1
.x She's the gossip queen. Also the Fei queen. Lovey dovey with her love.
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
.x Nope.
34. Where does no. 9 live?
.x KB. Jalan Tepi somewhere there.
35. What colour does no. 4 like?
.x Blue.
36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
.x So-so friend only.
37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
.x Nope.
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
.x xD! She's only a teen!
39.What is no.10 doing now?
.x I think she would be at Boo Wei's party.
I didnt miss out any questions right? End at 39 only. Lols. Oh wells.
I got a few things I wanna blog but not now lah. Too tired from dance practice. My thigh hurts. -.-
P.S. // I have to keep my mouth shut next time.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Morgan Is Sick!
Now about 4.45pm, still the itchyness presists. Am I having a disease or something? I haven't been to the hospital for check up verrrrrrrrrryy long already lo. Years also have ah. Dentist also. Anyways, not the main point. It itches badly la. When one place start to itch, I scratch, then another place start to itch, I scratch, then another place, I scratch and this goes on like forever!
I told my mom about it.
Me : Mi ah, HEN YANG AH! -scratches arm-
Mom : Na li yang?
Me : -stretches arm out to mom to show her the place where it itches- Duuuuu... Zhe li..
Mom : Zo mok hui yang leh?
Me : Bu zhi dao
Mom : Ni you chi she mok dong xi ma?
Me : Juice lo this morning.
Mom : Inside got beet root, you know? Hui improve your xue circulation one. That's why yang kua.
Me : Ohh.. Xiang he jiu jiang ha?
Mom : So you got drink la?
Posted a poll. =)
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Here we go again
Watched Football friendly between ISB and JIS. Both juniors. Kinda fun watching. Hahaha.
After that we went to the Mall.
Pictures from that day.
Some sakai people.. Like first day go to The Mall. LOL!
Watched Mama Mia!.. Not bad la the movie. Musical. Got like 10 songs in there. Meaningful also. In the cinema, we, our gang, sat on one whole row, started to sing with the movie. Got lyrics ba. Funny man. Hahaha! That was practically it for the day.
Yesterday, went to Jun's house and snapped this two pics from my phone.
I'll get some more from Jan's camera.
Done for the day.
The day before today
Went home, house full of people, can't sleep.
(I hate it when my house is full of people when I'm tired)
Waited for my mom to bring me to Jun's house for dance practice.
Slept.
1330 to 1630 at Jun's house.
Found out things that I am not supposed to know.
1700 went to Jee Juan for branch.
1730 went home by Glen.
1800 I slept soundly.
No dinner.
No shower.
No movies.
No PC.
0400 woke up with thoughts running through my head.
It's now 0630.
Alarm rang.
Got out from bed. Get ready and stuff.
0700 Here I am typing this post.
0719 Posted.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Happenings
Tell me I'm crazy. Tell me I'm dumb. Kick me. Punch me. Insult me. Despise me. Whatever you say or do to me, I can't feel it anymore. I've been through things that are more hurtful anyone can do to me now. Please someone just punch me, kick me, slap me, or whatever! Release me from this neverending pain. What hurts the most is being so close to someone and you know that all you can do is stay beside him/her as a friend while watching him/her walk away. Slowly... Out of sight... Never to come back... Wishing for the next time you meet him/her to come soon... Once that time come... Plaster a smile... As if nothing is wrong... Tell me this doesn't hurt...
Anyways, my friends want to DRUNK me to spill out my secrets. Sorry kawan-kawans, that time won't be coming anytime soon. Good luck trying ya? =)
Lately, I've been forgetting alot of things. Like in studies, I can't even remember what teacher taught earlier that day. Am I getting old? I mean of course I'm getting old by the second. But is my mind failing so fast? So sorry to those whom I made promises with and forgot kay? It's not intentional. Maybe it's because of the atas atas thing? Hmm.. Dunno lah.. Or maybe is not enough sleep then brain cells mati like the 'dunno which teacher in SMSA' say one? Hope everything gets better loh..
I really really really, like to the very maximum dy/dx = 0 really, envy those people who don't use PCs at home. Those who don't even own a hotmail. Very steady lah k. I dunno how to survive without my PC. If no PC I die eh. Boring dao. I really wonder how those people tahan. Teach me? =D Whenever I come home, to the PC is where I go. No medicine cure liao me. Bonding with PC too much. Even with nothing to do on the PC, I can still stare at my desktop background.
THAT'S WHAT I DO! LOL! Maybe I should try PC fasting. =D
Now for the daily happenings with me.
Last Wednesday, went to Jan's place for the dance practice. Done with part of 1/4 of the song. Kinda happy about that. Still alot to work with.
Next practice is on Tuesday! Better remember this guys. ESP NIGEL AND BERNARD!
Last night went to Leon's place to celebrate his birthday. His birthday is on the 18th of September but that night many people busy cannot go, so we postponed it to last night. Bought BBQ stuff and everything. We thought the fire is easy to set up. Who knows in the end, only set it up after like 1 hr and 30 mins. Hungry dao.... 8pm dinner. Thats basically about it. Talks, laughs, more talks and more laughs. =) Didn't get to take many pictures cause the camera girl is busy with her 'two people world' activity. -Jk- Got take pictures lah. Post em up after I get hold of them. Went home like around 12.
Ok, now imagine this. A saloon car with one daddy driving, his lovely wife is beside him in the front seat and 6 soon-to-be adults sitting at the back seat from Seria to KB. (The panaga road so bumpy again) YEOUCH!
On Monday, 8-12pm 4 hours straight of Ms. Tor's Maths session. Then go Bandar JIS with bus for thier friendly basketball match.
So I got today, Saturday, and Sunday free. Wanna go Bandar cut hair but my e e not back in Brunei yet. Sigh. Look like sua ku lang already me.
So thats about it.
Nah.. My 5 days worth of post. Full of words. Before post already kena Nigel say I'm nerdy cause blog many words. -.-"
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Phrases
13 CATCHY PHRASES
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
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No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
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Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
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A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
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The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
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Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.
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To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
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Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
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Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
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Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
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There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
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Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
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Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
Think about em. Nice ey? =D
P.S. // I can't change the wind, but I can adjust the sails.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Morgan PMS
I think I got menses or something eh. LOL. Always got mood swings ba. Like this afternoon. Dunno why ah. Suddenly so depressed + angry at the same time. I punched at the wall and made a bump in the wall (wooden wall).
I just got back my Progress test results. The last one I know of is Geo. Teacher ba don't want to give back the paper. Till now haven't give back. The only way to get to know our marks is by our group tutor. _._ Pukimak her. LOL! =X Deproved in GP and Physics. Improved in Maths and Geo.
Maths 90%
GP 63%
Deproved a little only but improved way alot! =D Grats to myself. Hahaha. I post these results up not to be proud or anything. I just wanna look back to this blog when I'm way further in studies or even when I finished my studies and think back how I managed to get to where I am.
I'm currently reading 'If I am missing or dead' by Janine Latus. A true story of abuse. Michelle borrowed me that book instead of Twilight~ Lalala~ Lol. Anyways, haven't even got through half of the book. Will find some time to finish it soon.
Nothing else to post k. Later I keep type you readers read till also sien ma. So why bother think so hard. Go and eat dinner lagi better.
P.S. // This post has abit of brokeneded Engrish.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Sigh....
She watched the clock in great fear since morning that day. Soon it will be high noon. Once again, for her, it seemed, there will be no escape from a return to bad days. There will be a knock on the door any minute now. She knew it deep down. But could time be better?
"Your father will soon be here," she said managing a smile. Her children huddled in a corner. They sensed that something terrible was going to happen.
She and her eight young children will suffer in his hands all over again. There will be blows and incessant demands. There will be ugly scenes. He would ask for money and for more money. If he failed to lay his hands on the cash quickly, things would escalate quickly. The children knew that.
She earned just more than a thousand dollars as a junior government servant. But her husband had been jobless for many years. His worsening drug habits ruled out any chance of work. And, in the meantime, there were so many mouths to feed.
Money, indeed, was scarce. And her husband's non-stop bullying made life almost impossible. Many a time she and her children went hungry. Her husband mercilessly grabbed most of the cash to satisfy his incurable cravings.
But things changed for the better. One day the man failed to return home. He didn't turn up the next day either and the following days. And when she collected her next salary no one was waiting to take away her pay packet.
Such a relief.
A few days later she learned that he was in jail for drugs and would be locked up for some years.
She tried to get a divorce but that took a long time. It was so complicated. It ended up in a series of futile trips to the courts. It was such a frustrating process that she, like so many others in a similar situation, gave up in the end.
She realised that she was a victim of the cultural and dogmatic trap from which there was no easy escape.
And now, for the present moment, while he was away, life improved. "I feel guilty to say that we are happier now than ever before. But it is a fact," she told her friends.
Yet, amidst all the fears, she still harboured a ray of hope.
"May be, there is still a chance. He could be a changed man now," she said trying to console herself.
She was now determined to face the coming storm calmly and make the best of the situation when the time came for his return.
And the day at last came. Minutes ticked by and then seconds. It will be anytime now.
The moment was upon them suddenly. Because there was a thunderous series of knocks but before anyone could open it, the door gave way with a crash and the man burst into the room.
She looked at him for a moment. She even managed a smile. But she instantly knew that she had hoped in vain. Her fears were confirmed beyond any doubt.
There was no change in him despite the years behind bars.
In fact, he had become hard and bitter.
"Why didn't you visit me in jail more often?" he thundered. The children watched in absolute fright. But he apparently did not notice them.
He took a step forward. He then grabbed her by the neck and he knew exactly where she kept the rest of her money because he wrenched it out savagely from the inner lining of her dress and when she struggled he pushed her so violently that she landed in a helpless heap on the floor.
Then he turned around and left.
Once again her endless trip down into the dark deep hole of suffering and humiliation had begun. How is she going to feed the children? How are they going to survive?
But she is not alone in this situation. In Brunei Darussalam, you hear such tales again and again.
What can we really do?
I read this article on the newspaper today. My mom told me to read it. Some of you would know how this article relates to me. So yeah. =)
Slept just now in the afternoon/evening. From 4pm till 8pm. I wanted to wake up early but when I sat down on my bed, I just fall back into sleep. My head was so heavy. Had a seriously scary dream. Dreamt that I got some kind of disease and that I have a limited time to live. It's not the first time either. Had this dream like few months ago. Not the same one though. Just similar. Disease - Death. *brr* Scary.
Anyways, I'm really tired already. Not tired as in sleepy tired but yeah. I'm tired of everything thats happening around me. Sighhh.... This way can't that way can't.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Tree of Life
This is something I came up with long ago. Took me just about 10 minutes.
I've been given the time,
I've been given the chance.
But i never did realised,
What you had in hand.
I may be your friend,
I may be your man.
But I deny them both,
Cause you deserve more than a friend.
You are the apple of my eye,
For I am your apple tree.
Always being there for you,
Till you're ready to be picked.
No matter how close you are,
You are still
No matter how pretty you are,
We can never bond.
Its the end of the world,
My head says so.
But your voice came,
And woke me up.
You made me believe,
What I had in myself.
What I mean to them,
What I mean to you.
For they are my friends,
You are my queen.
They bond us together,
They are the branches of our tree.
I know it doesn't rhyme at parts but I can't rhyme! =P
I've read alot of articles about Life, friendships and stuffs. Here's my points of view to share with you readers.
Hope you get what I mean. =P
P.S. // I escaped Geo class again.
Friday, September 5, 2008
Deviled Lady
Aren't this the best quotes ever? Daym.. These pictures made me think, think and think! So little words, so vast the meanings.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Tagged.
01. Would you fart inside an elevator?
.x Nope. I can hold it until I go out from the elevator, THEN I'll non-stop letting out gases. HAHA
02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?
.x I've been in this state for quite a long time already. Let's say, 3 years? Yeah, probably more than that. So I'm used to the feeling already. ;)
03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP?
.x I have no freakin idea what this is. I know Pig + Frog = Prig la.
04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
.x Yes. Totally blur.
05. What's your ideal lover like?
.x Like me! =D
06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
.x Loving someone is definately more blessed. If everyone loves someone, then everyone would be loved by someone else. If you think being loved by someone else is more blessed, then you're not doing your part!
07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
.x Yes I would if that person is the person I LOVE. I would rather let her be happy with someone else than being unhappy with me.
08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
.x Why are the questions like balik-balik one? I would wait for her IF she isn't married. Hahaha.
09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
.x Of course la!
10. What do you want most in life?
.x A bundle of love, hatred, friends, happiness, health, success and family all together.
11. Is being tagged fun?
.x YES! I no need to think of what to post if I got tagged. =D
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
.x If someone has the potential to be my best friend then he/she would know what to do and what not to do.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
.x Mommy
14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
.x Got two person wor. Jan and Wei Han. Jan is erm 'Fei'. Wei Han is erm quiet? LOL
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
.x Married and poor without a doubt! If I'm poor, and someone is willing to live her life with me, then I'll have the largest priceless heart in my hands.
16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?
.x Busy. I need to do something, if not I'll go mad!
17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
.x I would only if this relationship is worth it.
18. Define LOVE.
.x *Thought for 5 mins and no answer come out.* ...
19. Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?
.x One question, milk chocolate and white chocolate different? I always thought they're the same. Anyways, milk chocolate would do fine.
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
.x Laugh like mad! Already say it's a prank so if don't laugh then do what? Cry meh?
.x Leng x.
.x Mann x.
.x Shu'aib x.
.x Michelle L x.
.x Alicia x.
.x Michelle C x.
.x Ryan x.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Long Day
Recently I got the urge to read books. Story books. Any kind la. Then Michelle said that she's gonna borrow me her Twilight by Stephanie Meyer. So yeah okay lo. I wait. I've been searching books to read in my house. Only got Archie comics alot. And and Pokemon books that are aging pretty fast! Just pull the page abit then break already. Lol. I was searching for my The Shakespear's Secret book (bought it in Miri long time ago but haven't read it) and couldn't find it anywhere. But just when I reached home today around 5pm, I saw it on my table. Rupanya is my maid borrow read and she didn't ask me! I haven't read she already took it away. How good is she huh?
Talking about Miri, I went to Miri (well, partly) on Sunday morning. On the way there, passed the $3 tol, there's this major traffic jam. Haven't even see the customs building already got queue then the queue won't move at all. So in the end, we're on our way back to the 'not-so-happening' KB town.
I ate just now after the Kinship 1 movie. I realised that I can't really hold my hunger. Cause just now, half way watching the movie I got really hungry but waited till the movie finish. When I went to eat, my hands were shaking madly. Kinda scary actually. Wonder how am I gonna survive puasa eventhough I survived 5 years of puasa every year in my previous school. But this is the first time that my hands shook so intensely. Phew.....
There's this thing about movies and me. I tend to relate everything I saw in the movies (any types of movies) to my daily lives. Like imagine I'm this person then I'm that person and who's who and so forth. After that, I think at what I thought (is this even possible?) and found that it's kinda true. Lame right? Anyways, that's how I learn about life. Like what to do and what not to do. Mostly because of this, I tend to cry watching movies? Hahaha. I can cry at one tiny bit part of a movie. Last week, I got a sudden feel to watch those ke lian ke lian (sad) movies. For example, 1 Litre of tears and 200 Pounds Beauty. Eventhough I watched em, I still wanna watch! Those haven't watch either one, I highly recommend you guys to watch that. Nice!
And there's this thing about songs and me. I think I haven't tell most of you about this. I dunno what day was it but it happened recently la. Okay, it was a moody day and I really mean MOODY for the whole day where everything turned out bad/wrong for me. So.... when I wanna go to bed, I listened to my ipod. Just then sad songs played one after another. This song, Missing Me - RJ Helton, made me cry instantly as I sang through the song. When I say cry, it's not those teardrops only cry. It's those .. you know.. I dont know how to explain la. I just cried for more than 30 mins. Stopped only after I off my ipod and immediately fell asleep.
Kindly head over to this blog and read the post on "Physics-oriented" and the rest if you want. FYI, the guy my friend's refering to is me. Bangga~ =D
Watch this video please. The girl in there is so so so so sooooooooooooo cute! Hahahaha. Really make me wanna pinch her! =D
I guess this will be the end of my post for today. Or... this week. Lol. Hope not.
P.S. // No colouring for this post. Sorry bout that. I'm used to this already. Plus, you don't find story books with lots of colorings. And I'm colour blind friendly. Eohh~ Banyak alasan. =D